03-20-2011, 11:26 PM
Hi everyone,
What I am about to write does have to do with dreams so here goes.
About a year ago I started to get tired with life I would sometimes wish that I could just lie down and stop existing and at first I was startled with this but then I came across The Law of One and realized that the reason I was feeling this way was because I might be a wanderer so the feeling started to fade but then starting at the beginning of this year It started to come back but it was different, now I was longing(sp?) for something and at first I though it was whatever density I had come from
but recently I have realized that I was longing for someone that I just knew was from a higher density. And so this longing has increased to the point of where I will start to sob and so I have kept myself going by trying to ignore it but recently it over flowed when I was about to fall asleep and I couldn't control myself I was more sad at that moment then I have ever been and then I fell asleep.
In my dreams I was still very sad when a dream character( a dream character is what we of the Lucid dreaming community call characters that appear in our dreams) showed up and it was the girl I have a crush on,and she came up to me and I don't remember what happened after that but I was suddenly so very happy and was having so much fun and the most vivid part of my dream was where she looked at me and I saw something that within my dream made perfect sense but when I woke up I realized that it wasn't true in real life and that thing was first of all she was beyond beautiful beyond anything I have ever seen on earth and her eyes well her eyes where also beyond anything I have ever seen they had such a depth of age to them and an intelligence that dwarfed my own and then she smiled and I knew she was who I was longing for that she was back were I had come from and was waiting for me and I felt so happy and was about to ask her something but was woken up by my dad
and for the rest of the day was so happy that I couldn't keep from smiling at everything even when I was a bit pissed at something the mood was ruined by me smiling broadly. And I realized she was there the whole time but would not show herself until I asked for the help she wanted to give me but couldn't until I asked.
And so I think she is my mate(is that what you would call someone when you are of a higher density and you are together?) and waiting for me to come back once harvest happens.
Thanks,
Conifer16
P.s I don't remember ever seeing her true form as she has always been inside Dream Characters that I felt comfortable around so as to be near me without revealing herself
What I am about to write does have to do with dreams so here goes.
About a year ago I started to get tired with life I would sometimes wish that I could just lie down and stop existing and at first I was startled with this but then I came across The Law of One and realized that the reason I was feeling this way was because I might be a wanderer so the feeling started to fade but then starting at the beginning of this year It started to come back but it was different, now I was longing(sp?) for something and at first I though it was whatever density I had come from
but recently I have realized that I was longing for someone that I just knew was from a higher density. And so this longing has increased to the point of where I will start to sob and so I have kept myself going by trying to ignore it but recently it over flowed when I was about to fall asleep and I couldn't control myself I was more sad at that moment then I have ever been and then I fell asleep.
In my dreams I was still very sad when a dream character( a dream character is what we of the Lucid dreaming community call characters that appear in our dreams) showed up and it was the girl I have a crush on,and she came up to me and I don't remember what happened after that but I was suddenly so very happy and was having so much fun and the most vivid part of my dream was where she looked at me and I saw something that within my dream made perfect sense but when I woke up I realized that it wasn't true in real life and that thing was first of all she was beyond beautiful beyond anything I have ever seen on earth and her eyes well her eyes where also beyond anything I have ever seen they had such a depth of age to them and an intelligence that dwarfed my own and then she smiled and I knew she was who I was longing for that she was back were I had come from and was waiting for me and I felt so happy and was about to ask her something but was woken up by my dad
and for the rest of the day was so happy that I couldn't keep from smiling at everything even when I was a bit pissed at something the mood was ruined by me smiling broadly. And I realized she was there the whole time but would not show herself until I asked for the help she wanted to give me but couldn't until I asked.
And so I think she is my mate(is that what you would call someone when you are of a higher density and you are together?) and waiting for me to come back once harvest happens.
Thanks,
Conifer16
P.s I don't remember ever seeing her true form as she has always been inside Dream Characters that I felt comfortable around so as to be near me without revealing herself
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