Channeling.

[Phoenix]

Sometimes what others describe and what I experience are different enough that I don't exactly know what to "label" my experiences ... if for no other reason than to learn more about them.

I journal or basically transcribe the conversation, but it feels like what I call a download or sharing. I just call it "chat journal." Like Phoenix, it is a more precise language than I use normally.

It's like my brain picks up a communications channel that is out of my ordinary experience: a wiser, more loving voice than my own. It's a conversation that is very loving and insightful, beyond my normal capacity. Channeling? Conversations with higher self? Not sure. All I know is that it is deeply nurturing to my soul and I cherish and practice it.

Hello IndigoSalvia,


Yes, I do something similar when I'm really against the wall. I have noticed that when I write a short story it reflects things that are happening in the real world. I recently then wrote a story about meeting with the spirits that are looking after my friend that recently passed. When I ask a question in the story I often get an answer back that is something that I had not thought before I wrote what the character responds with.


The girl was borderline and hated me down to the core when our friendship ended six weeks before she jumped.


Perhaps this is kind of heavy material even for this forum. Nevertheless here is the line:


“Did she deliberately end our friendship so she could kill herself?”
“No, not at all. She didn’t really like you that much in fairness.”
“So I am grieving someone that isn’t really that much of a nice person?”
“If you define not liking you as not being a nice person.”


I am usually encouraged to take a less active approach when channeling. So I don't really ask questions. But the questions I have are almost answered but not specifically.