Fear of Death

[ada]

Hello there dear Pat,

I feel that I may have gone through something similar, I too am fairly young and had a breakup some time ago with a partner whom I deeply loved.
The first days or weeks it felt as though my entire world was shattered, and everything was projected from the red ray center. I was afraid that I would be alone forever and couldn't bare it. I cried and couldn't go to work, go to groceries or even get out of bed. What has helped was time and speaking with another, be it friend, family or a stranger.

I do not know what exactly you are going through, and most likely couldn't even if I wanted to.
But if you may allow me to share my thoughts and feelings, and you see if it resonates with you.

I think that wanderers may often love their mate deeply and feel that they are destined, and grow attached. Most so because our beliefs and world views are so strong and embedded in spirituality. 
Though even if it ends, it is a good catalyst to learn and grow from in this 3rd density experience.
You have had each other for a time, serving and loving the creator. Each has helped the other in learning and being in those moments.

If you may see these beautiful experiences, cherish and appreciate them. You may discover the beauty of the creator, that there is no separation. That even in this seemingly lonely experience you have found each other, and were able to share beautiful truths. 

Try and bring your self to the present moment, and not the future that does not exist that scares you so much.
I believe you are strong and were full in love and trust before you decided to incarnate here knowing how lonely it may be at times.

We often lay our securities and fears on our partners, or family members. Creating a safe perspective, but in the end we all must trust in ourselves and the creator that all is well, and that there is no separation, no matter how alone it may seem. Because you are the creator reaching out their hand to the seemingly unknown, full of trust, you are the rays of sun traveling from so far away.

You are so beautiful and loved, if only you knew the support you have waiting for you outside this veil. You are not alone, everything and everyone are connected. Remind yourself of the present infinite moment, you are all there is. And all that is is you. All the love, all the light, and all the warmth embeds you. It is well. You are well. You are love, and you are light. All is one.