Losing a loved one...

[Dtris]

I am so sad for you aWanderer91.
I think the physical lack is so difficult in the little things we can't do anymore with them. In a weird way for both, I felt relief that somehow their end was not too too difficult in matters of pain or fear or sadness. They suffered but there was something int hat suffering that definitely carried them. The lack of their physical existence, for m could only be dimmed by the fact I kept talking to them and felt them close so often.  Twenty years later after my mum passed away I could still at times scent her perfume in the entrance of myth home and no one in my family or friends would wear the perfume.
Also sending them love is always received I was told by the one psychic I once met.

I think you may find these little signs in some way or another.  Edgar Cayce did mention that heavy mourning sorrow makes it harder for passed away entities to contact us,  so perhaps know that in some future as pain eases,  you may find way more signs than you do today ?  Sending them gratitude, rethinking happy moments with them, laughers also helped me a lot.

I wish you well aWanderer,

I eased up on the intense ego pain, allowing emotions to flow through while opening my heart up to the true pain, as I intuitively felt that this was needed after hearing what you said about Edgar Cayce's words...

And I had quite an intense lovely dream with my mom a few days ago, where she spoke to me about being ok and being in the light body now. Everyone who knew her and loved her was there, and it was like a celebration of some sorts. Very weird in the sense that everyone there knew she was back with us but just for a short while. And she looked beautiful, youngish again and wearing a beautiful dress. I could put this all down to my imagination but the dream was real and earthly, it wasn't literally perfect but imperfectly perfect.

She mentioned about me being a wanderer as well, and said it in a way where she was giving me a clue about being one and that she kind of knows now I'm not crazy for all of my talk about wanderers and the law of one while she was still alive aha.

I just wanted to say thank you to flofrog and to everyone else who gave me some reassuring and heartwarming advice, I may never of had this dream without it.

Much love and light to you all <3

Seems like you are starting to feel better since your originally posted this thread. But I would like to share my experience and maybe it can help you or someone else.

I lost my mother a year ago on Friday. It has been very difficult. What has helped me is that during each of my daily meditations I told her that I loved her and that I miss her. I would let myself remember the good times, and the bad. Relive her final moments and my earliest memories. This carried over to other loved ones I had lost in recent years. I will speak to her if I feel like it, and sometimes I get impressions, or know she is around.

I believe this has greatly helped me to accept her passing and have a healthy but not overwhelming episode of grief. Most important is to allow yourself to fully feel whatever it is you feel during your meditation, no matter how irrational or silly. Let yourself be sad, stricken, angry, grateful, whatever it is and just allow that emotion to run its course and move thru you.

You have my condolences, and I wish you well.