03-24-2022, 01:55 AM
Exactly, and we cannot forget that our higher selves are part of this 'karmic negotiation', so we have accepted (at least to a certain degree) the nature of those attacks because it helps harden/crystallize us into that balance, and so there is a solution to be had which will serve us and others in the end. It was quite the revelation when it occurred to me that I was at least a co-author to my traumas, that I had chosen and agreed to these circumstances and the destructive potentials to be here, and that I am capable of handling the situation. But it's a weird pill to swallow for sure, and not necessarily unique to the wanderer in general, but certainly our dealings with other players in the spiritual conflict is most certainly different from earthseeds for example.