Daily Q'uote

[Margan]

Q'uote of the Day
December 30th, 1990

" …Never…demean, degrade or criticize the self for lacking the conviction, the faith or the strength to meet a situation as one would wish. For the will of the spirit and the faith of the spirit are expressed in the fruits of intention, first of all, and only as the spirit grows stronger from intending, and intending, and intending to show love in difficult circumstances, does the spirit grow strong enough, hardy enough, and full enough of faith to manifest in any nearly accurate way the infinite beauty of spiritual intention."

https://www.llresearch.org/channeling/1990/1230

A timely reminder again to be kind to the self in difficult situations and not think "I failed this". Maybe.. there is even a special kind of beauty in failing?
Yesterday I failed (once again ) in a situation of noise around me and got so annoyed - each time I say to myself "I will use that situation when it comes up in order to focus and meditate and so transcend the noise yada yada" and again I forgot about it and went into "I dont want this now" mode....
my noise karma again. Seems I am intent on taking the "scenic route" on that one and enjoy the non-enjoyment of loudness 
I am thinking of two q'uotes back where it said that perfection cannot teach anything so perhaps those situations of seeming failure and wrongness are wonderful in themselves and in their imperfection and meant to be that way. So let us all fail in our unique ways haha - wasnt there a saying "too perfect -God is not amused" - I cannot find exactly what it said  - oh all ye lovely readers I failed ye on this one
That reminds me of my favorite doll, which was also the "ugliest" one in the conventional sense - she had black spots on her face because I smeared her with nivea creme and she must have been allergic to that and her eyes were all glazed over because I took her to the bath tub with me and she got under water.....
So since God are perfect themselves maybe it is refreshing for them to see their children play and fool around in imperfection
which ties in what we said the other day about God getting bored from all the love and unity and perfection and going out for new experiences and thus discovering separation and strife and negativity
So in that sense - have a wonderfully imperfect 2/20/2022!

and start anew and with a fresh plate this day even if we "failed" by our own standards the day before (and one day I will be able to meditate thru the noise and transcend it I swear.... and if I do you will be first to know ) :
"Just as you cannot draw beautifully upon a stained and dirty drawing table, for then you shall gain the unwanted and random stains of previous paintings not so well informed, so you do not want to paint the picture to the outside world, or even to yourself, if your easel is awry, your palette filled with muddy colors, and your paper stained through from water colors of the past, or your canvas stained through from paintings from the past. Take you then each day the new canvas, the new drawing paper, and begin each day as the beginner that each of us is."