Heavy chemical vehicles of the physical planes

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POSTED BY NAU7IK - 01-04-2017, 10:19 AM

Has anyone else been rather annoyed being in a body that's so "heavy"? I just feel that this body is limited. It requires constant upkeep, eating, hygiene, bathroom, etc. (I've learned to look to the sacredness and loving aspects of taking care of the vehicle, which transforms mundane activity like going to the bathroom as being a necessary thing which is good for the body. Other than being annoyed that I have to use the bathroom.) It breaks down and there is pain. What sparked me to make this post is my dental problems. The food here is poinsonous and breaks down my teeth. I take responsibility for my poor choices in the past which brought this catalyst. It's helped me to realize that I can reform my rule of life to be more responsible and loving to myself. I am using the winter seasons to plant seed thoughts and intentions to work with during this year. ...

POSTED BY NAU7IK - 01-05-2017, 10:33 AM
Here is an excerpt from a Q'uo channeling that is from my morning reading today, which I think is relevant:

Quote:
Jim: (Reading from a list of questions sent in.) “Is a strong and physically fit body, in terms of muscle strength and cardiovascular fitness, helpful in the mystical search for intelligent infinity, assuming that the mental prerequisites of self-knowledge, acceptance, and balance have been sufficiently met within the entity who wishes to make contact with intelligent infinity? Is a healthy and strong body helpful for the channeling of intelligent infinity and intelligent energy? What’s the proper role for the body for the entity who seeks intelligent infinity?” ...

NAU7IK, thank you for opening this discussion and for sharing your experiences and insights!  I have not yet intelligently-penetrated my origin, but, I definitely resonate and empathize with those feelings of, say, discomfort which accompany a 'heavy' chemical vehicle.  The days are frequent now wherein I feel that I cannot sit or stand or lie comfortably, that there is some tension or errant energy in my body that cannot be soothed, to the point that I have had much trouble sleeping through the night.  And, like you, I have been overly self-conscious at times about my teeth; I am aware that my teeth are not perfect, so most of my smiles do not show my teeth.  Sometimes, my discomfort extends to the things around me, creating the subjective perception that the belongings around me are "clutter."  

I share also in your desire to, let's say, accept and love more the self and the surroundings, and to lead my own self to become a better steward.  Today, I had asked my Higher Self, concretely, to help me in honoring the intention I had set for the day, which was to clean and tidy my residence for the benefit of myself and my family.  I feel I made decent, small progress, and I found the process somewhat inspiring as I met the colors and the shapes of the various objects that I had been organizing.

I felt especially low on energy today, so now I am happy to be here, exploring and chatting with the forum community, as a different kind of work and as solace.

The excerpt you posted from Q'uo is one that I have reviewed often and found valuable also.  I remember fondly my companions from my school sports teams, especially the cross-country running team, and I wonder if I have neglected this part of myself--the dedication to, say, structured movement, as distinct from either the structured stillness of meditation or the unstructured 'stillness' of relaxation or computer work or study.    

I read another excerpt from Q'uo last night, which you might find reassuring also:

December 25, 2010

Jim: Tonight we’re going to take questions from those who are assembled in our meditation circle. (There are questions on how the Q’uo enjoy music, having a very sensitive physical body, and why one would choose that, seeing after-images, solar flares, and why we would be feeling tired all the time.) ...

L
Q’uo, I have a two-part question. If a person has an extremely sensitive physical body, is this usually directly related to the state of the energy or spiritual body and in either case, why might a person choose to adopt this level of sensitivity during an incarnation?

Q'uo
My sister, there are many reasons that an entity may be sensitive. However, in the majority of cases where there is an overriding sensitivity of the physical body on the level of an entity of the healing persuasion saying to you at one time or another that perhaps you are allergic to the planet, in such cases it is chosen to have a super-sensitive physical vehicle in order that the energy body might stay at a tuning which is not convenient for those of the normal sensitivities upon third-density planets such as Earth. This instrument, for instance, is often known to say that she feels that the hypersensitive physical vehicle that she has is connected with her ability to channel.

If you will think of wiring and how wiring works, you can see that a wiring that would be especially effective in inner planes or time/space work such as healing, teaching or channeling, the ability to clear the, shall we say, miasma of heavy planetary energies, would enable such an instrument to have a more clarified and accurate contact with conceptual communication which would offer the possibility of bringing through information that may be helpful to spiritual seekers. That is this instrument’s rationale and, as she would say, “her story.” You may try that on to see how well it fits your situation.

In general, a hypersensitive physical vehicle tends to be evidence of a person’s coming from elsewhere, so that this planet is not the planet of origin. This planet is not the vibration or the frequency which has been experienced as an ongoing state, but rather there has been experience in other densities, in other environments that are more comfortably accommodating of the sensitivities involved in an entity’s energy body, so that such an entity can know that he or she has made a significant sacrifice and has chosen willingly and in full knowledge ahead of time to enter into the miasma of what this instrument would call “the world of Maya,” the earth atmosphere, the heavy chemical atmosphere of Planet Earth, in order to serve the infinite Creator by serving others.

Now, we are not suggesting that everyone who has a hypersensitive vehicle is destined to be or should be a channel, a healer, or a teacher. Many wanderers have chosen to come to the earth plane at this time simply to hold the light; that is to say, not necessarily to hold the light but to hold a place where the Creator’s light may shine through.

This is counter to the work ethic of your culture. It is seemingly obvious to casual thinking that entities who come from other densities to the earth density to serve are coming to serve in an outer sense. But, my sister, this is often not the case. Indeed, the majority of those who come from elsewhere to Planet Earth come to lighten the consciousness of Planet Earth by holding their hearts open and allowing the love/light of the one infinite Creator to move through their energy bodies into their hearts. And when their hearts are fully open they are able to bless that energy and send it onwards, not only with the infinity of the Creator’s light but also with the very specific blessing of one spark of the Creator, which is that wanderer on Earth. As that wanderer moves through all which it must move in order to keep the heart open and to bless that light and dedicate it to the service of the entire planet, that wanderer is fulfilling his purpose completely.

We say this because we wish to loosen the bonds of your cultural preference for doing over being. There is a tremendous amount of light that is being given into the earth plane at this time by wanderers who have awakened to their purpose and who realize that they are here as citizens of eternity and citizens of Earth all at the same time—to be that union between the finite and the infinite that is able to bring infinite energy and blessing into finite circumstance.

All wanderers come to lighten the darkness. Some come for other work as well. So it is unknown to us without probing further as to what any wanderer’s particular chosen work before incarnation might be, but it is known to us that all entities of whatever origin have one basic purpose and that is to love, to seek, and to share the love and the light of the one infinite Creator. 
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L
If a person has an extremely sensitive spiritual body, such as being psychic, being able to see apparitions and behold things that aren’t physically noticeable to other people, what generally would be the purpose of that kind of adaptation? Is that a thing that just happens at random, or is it chosen? Are you just born with the indigo ray open? Do you have anything you could say about that?

Q'uo
There are times, my sister, when the best-laid plans, to quote the one known as Bobby, go wrong.1 The plan is seldom to place one in more confusion than one experiences as a normal state of existence on Planet Earth. However, there is such a thing as unrealistic optimism, shall we say, and we find that many wanderers are those who come into the incarnation having chosen to retain enough of a good contact with the inner planes that there can be what you might call illnesses, or difficult conditions that strike. Just as a cold or a sinus infection might hit the physical vehicle, so there are times when the energy body experiences colds or fevers or periods where there has been some slight injury to the basic wiring, shall we say, of the energy body. This is not to say this is a serious illness or serious condition of which we are speaking, not something that would cause the energy body to stop working or to sever the silver cord, as this instrument calls it, but to say that there are surprises.

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Like Isis and Sjel, I have also had dreams in which I fly or climb to great heights (one dream, notably, took me to a mysterious but beautiful rock spire in what appeared to be a jungle, though I have dreamt of being on high metal scaffoldings too) and, a few nights ago, I dreamt that I had been tending to a gathering of eel-like creatures, all of us inside a glass-and-metal enclosure filled with water.  I remember these dreams fairly vividly, and I find them to be quite curious and colorful.  It is nourishing when we can live boundlessly within the dreamtime.

I concur with Glow on the premise that, in the solid, waking world, we may find it helpful to seek out those limitless energies of the Creator which come so much more freely during dreaming.  

POSTED BY GLOW - 01-06-2017, 02:46 PM

You are using your own energy. Will one might call it. I used to have this issue.
Got to start channeling energy through you instead of spreading your own.

Even meditation would exhaust me but since making that switch it doesn't.
Of course we can all be tired but when I read what you wrote about radiating love yet feeling exhausted i heard in my head "you are not supposed to radiate your own energy but the divine".

I did it too so perhaps that was my subconscious vs guides but thought I'd mention it.

As Q'uo alluded to in the excerpt I mentioned, and as I like to conceptualize the body - we do not function so well as generators of energy.  We have, and in a sense are, a complex circuit with nodes or centers of energy plus interwoven webs or nets that connect and carry and use the energy.  We can, indeed, contain a large reservoir of energy, but as Glow mentioned the reliance on our own reservoir only can rapidly siphon away and, let's say, frazzle the body and frustrate our efforts to do work and be of service.    

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We may note that there are some who use the yellow-ray configuration to transfer energy and this may be done but the effects are questionable and, with regard to the relationship between the healer, the healing energy, and the seeker, questionable due to the propensity for the seeker to continue requiring such energy transfers without any true healing taking place in the absence of the healer due to the lack of penetration of the armoring shell of which you spoke.

Healing being, of course, one appropriate illustration of the concept of 'proper' energy sourcing and usage.

As Great Central Sun alluded to, the pendulum can be utilized to, let's say, sniff out the energy centers and appraise their activity.  I have been seeking further instruction and practice with this tool.  I would be grateful for feedback on a recent attempt, which I posted in Peregrinus' thread.  I think it would be fun to learn together, if anyone would like!

And, as APeacefulWarrior noted, all of our work, in balancing and knowing the self, in reflecting deeply upon our dreams, and, naturally, with the energy body, may bear fruit in due time.  

After all, if that hot object had a power source attached and remained hot, it would eventually warm up the cold room.