01-11-2022, 08:58 PM
Whoa quincunx, that number 33 is a really wild one !!
Have you any idea on it ??
For my part the only rush I have as far as call is that I have to paint, which is ok, lol, since I am a painter. Otherwise I just love to do things to help even to detriment of painting or own health, so no t only is there no resistance to it but rather like a prequel to the urge, lol
But the painting urge I resisted often at different times of my life and used the help urge not to paint, so i did several jobs and used also the help to deflect. But now that i am a tad wiser, in the second part of life I am painting nearly obsessively, lol.
Do you find when you don’t resist, that you feel joy, even great joy or exaltation, I am curious.
Have you any idea on it ??
For my part the only rush I have as far as call is that I have to paint, which is ok, lol, since I am a painter. Otherwise I just love to do things to help even to detriment of painting or own health, so no t only is there no resistance to it but rather like a prequel to the urge, lol
But the painting urge I resisted often at different times of my life and used the help urge not to paint, so i did several jobs and used also the help to deflect. But now that i am a tad wiser, in the second part of life I am painting nearly obsessively, lol.
Do you find when you don’t resist, that you feel joy, even great joy or exaltation, I am curious.