Is Non-Polarity a Choice for 6th-Density Wanderer?

[IndigoSalvia]

This is a yummy topic, and one I have considered (and stumbled around with) myself: if all energies/beings are indeed One, why would I view them as separate and choose? Also, I have a "question authority" quality within me. 

During my meditations, sometimes the discrete lines between STO and STS become fluid. Walking through daily life, however, the line separating STO and STS seem much more discrete. 

I have settled on: regardless of my spiritual origins, I am a 3D creature here in this 3D-to-4D space/time. And, when in Rome ... 

Also, I have appeased my own "question authority" quality because I have read and pondered extensively, and under every rock, I discover that choosing clearly resonates with me. (Since my earliest memories, my bias has been clear.) 

It's repeatedly presented in Law of One/Confederation material that choosing is a necessity; this is the 3D of choice. And, our choice sets the tone for our 4D through mid-6D experiences. 

Quo also discusses the necessity of choosing. I'm studying Gaia's transition to 4D, so below quotes are from this context. 

Overall, my understanding is that my choice (and my continual choosing moment by moment) has the capacity to help Gaia, and all of us inhabitants, start welcoming 4D energies. The lighthouse effect. 

https://www.llresearch.org/channeling/2006/0101

... it is that separation of entities into those who are moving forward and those who are caught in fear. Neither those who are graduating service to self nor those who are graduating service to others are caught in fear. The entities that are caught in fear are those who have not yet chosen how to polarize; that are simply, shall we say, resting in the cultural milieu. 

... If entities are not yet at that point where it is necessary for them to wake up, necessary for them to get a grasp of the situation and necessary for them, then, to make the choice, they are simply not ready to leave third density and, therefore, they dwell in a sinkhole of indifference that is like a gravity well.

A little heavy-handed, but I thought: I'm ready to get off of this 3D roller coaster, and saddle up for a 4D ride.   

https://www.llresearch.org/channeling/2005/1015

The point is to make a choice. If you do not make a choice, then you shall, along with your culture, take one step forward and then one step back. [You will] do a service-to-others act and then be selfish. You will never gain power until you begin to make, not only that first choice, but then to hold to the determination to live in such a way that your subsequent choices build on that first choice. With every choice that you make which is consistent, you are building polarity. You are strengthening your ability to do work in consciousness, and you are becoming a magical, powerful being; the being that you were meant to be; the being that you hoped to be when you took the bold and unimaginably brave step of casting away the memory of who you are in order to enter into the world of illusion that is third density so that you could, by faith alone, choose the manner of your expression.

What about you: do you notice any particular resonance in you re a choice? When you reflect back on your life, or in recent, significant experiences?