I need some help concerning my experiencing a type of psychic attack

[Sacred Fool]

Thanks for the reply aWanderer91. The entity had temporarily taken control of parts of my body at times, and people near me have experienced symptoms of getting attacked by him, too. My major concern is the threat of injury caused by the entity's manipulation. One potential tragedy would be for him to cause me to bow my head into an oncoming train in the subway. Another thing that you should know is that me and this entity are in fact talking to each other in my mind all the time. The entity itself is trying to get me to type out a message for you people here, but I won't bother doing such a thing. I don't believe this is to be psychosis but believe me I'm aware of what it sounds like. If things continue to get worse I actually would go to a psych ward if only because you can't commit suicide there.

This reminds me of a Ra Material passage.

67.13 Questioner: I was wondering about the magical, shall I say, principles behind the fifth-density entity giving this service and his ability to give it. Why is he able to utilize these particular physical distortions from a philosophical or magical point of view?

Ra: I am Ra. This entity is able to, shall we say, penetrate in time/space configuration the field of this particular entity. It has moved through the quarantine without any vehicle and thus has been more able to escape detection by the net of the Guardians.

This is the great virtue of the magical working whereby consciousness is sent forth essentially without vehicle as light. The light would work instantly upon an untuned individual by suggestion, that is the stepping out in front of the traffic because the suggestion is that there is no traffic. This entity, as each in this group, is enough disciplined in the ways of love and light that it is not suggestible to any great extent. However, there is a predisposition of the physical complex which this entity is making maximal use of as regards the instrument, hoping for instance, by means of increasing dizziness, to cause the instrument to fall or to indeed walk in front of your traffic because of impaired vision.

The magical principles, shall we say, may be loosely translated into your system of magic whereby symbols are used and traced and visualized in order to develop the power of the light.

The implication here would be that you are extremely suggestible because your definition, spiritually speaking, is a mite fuzzy.  Sometimes people can move beyond this by becoming far more aware of what they deeply feel and believe.  Perhaps you could begin by writing to yourself (with yourself) about what you are most deeply moved by and oriented towards?  Or something else along these lines of personal clarification might serve you well, as it might help you deepen your tuning.