The debilitating effect of manipulation and black magic, and how to heal...

[aWanderer91]

I second flofrog, yours is a splendid offering. Thank you for opening up this discussion. 

I don't know if I've ever been psychically greeted by higher-density STS being(s). (To the extent that we are all One, certainly.) I have experienced ups and downs in this 3D physical world.

I got tangled up with STS beings for many years. It continues to be, in retrospect, a catalyst-rich experience as I sift through the memories that no doubt created blockages to be cleared. During all of this, though, I was heart-broken and utterly lost; I stumbled and fumbled my way in the darkness. I fell ... a lot.  

Afterward (and during), I had to recover, it felt like spiritual detoxing. Over the years, I found a wonderful group and we did shamanic journeys. I called upon my spirit guides for aid, especially creating light protection about me. I studied Buddhism. I carried protection stones with me. I saged when my spaces got heavy. 

Mind you, while I was discovering these aids, I had no plan, no idea what I was doing: I just reached out in the darkness again and again for help, not knowing what I was even looking for, and found these aids. All of it helped, but a lot of the time, I was lost and hurting. And, for me, that was the point: to continually be faced with a choice in the midst of darkness. 

Like our journeys and paths are totally unique, how we navigate through them, and the aids which we find/seek (resonate with) may also be as unique. 

With this difficult time in my rearview mirror, I read Ra and hold their advice (re encountering STS) close to my heart: send L&L, gratefully acknowledge the STS service, reject the service as not being useful to my journey at this time, and bid them well on their journeys. (Alas, I didn't have this knowledge during the challenging time, and so, the STS service was useful to me.)

Thank you for sharing your story IndigoSalvia. I could relate quite a lot in terms of guessing my way threw it while operating in darkness. It's amazing how well we do when faced with no other choice but to find a way out, I think we both deserve a pat on the back for our guessing wisdom!

These times are useful in terms of us finding our real inner strength and using them to become wiser and more loving beings.