Are you going to take the vaccine?

[Patrick]

...You can't seem to find the middle ground Patrick, you are always oscillating between the extremes, always missing the central point.

It is true. There are many aspects for which I have no middle. I think I would have to first let go of my absolute optimism before I could settle in any kind of middle position on those aspects. But I do not wish to change that, I'm ok with it.

There is indeed an important choice to be made by each individuals. That is pretty much my understanding of what 3d is all about.

I think I am collecting viewpoints and then pondering how those can be integrated into who I am, thus creating movement and changing me, but not directly towards these viewpoints, something else changes that is not very obvious even to me. That's ok though, I don't feel the need to get it. I'm ok with just observing the movement. It might be somewhat frustrating for those observing/thinking that I'm always missing the central point, but at least it doesn't feel this way for me. I don't feel that I'm missing anything. I don't know where that's leading me, but the process feels right. Mostly I just end up drunk on Love and within a state of thanksgiving. Another extreme yes.