Hi guys, I hope everyone is doing well. I've been struggling a little bit lately and I don't really have anywhere to go with it all so I thought I'd share some of it with you all. Along with the forums, my life has been undergoing some changes as of late. These changes have made me feel less at home with myself, my physical home has changed in the past 2 months, my job ended and I'm back in school. A lot of little details about my situation has changed and I'm having trouble adjusting to these new conditions. I guess thats pretty normal. I'm not able to consistently access bring4th because of some "DNS server error" that I will copy and paste into that thread about bugs on the forums.
This past summer was the first time I felt the creator. Ra's words cemented my faith in a way that felt like the loving embrace of a family member. I have been able to carry that loving embrace with me when I am able to find the present, but it has been especially difficult for me this past week or two to fully surrender and immerse myself in the now.
Writing this out makes me realize how much I am identifying with the past, and of the concept of "time." Writing about not being able to find the Now while talking about the past... no wonder you cant find the Now, silly ! Hahaha I love this place. I hope each of you finds the wonder and bliss in this crazy existence of ours. We cannot always hide it from ourselves, keep looking!
Love love love love love love love
This past summer was the first time I felt the creator. Ra's words cemented my faith in a way that felt like the loving embrace of a family member. I have been able to carry that loving embrace with me when I am able to find the present, but it has been especially difficult for me this past week or two to fully surrender and immerse myself in the now.
Writing this out makes me realize how much I am identifying with the past, and of the concept of "time." Writing about not being able to find the Now while talking about the past... no wonder you cant find the Now, silly ! Hahaha I love this place. I hope each of you finds the wonder and bliss in this crazy existence of ours. We cannot always hide it from ourselves, keep looking!
Love love love love love love love