I have written this while distressed

[Spiritual Ronin]

As much as I exist as STO to serve I understand the need to understand and love STS as it provides for us the greatest opportunity for catalyst. Your struggle is immense, your writing is filled with the emotion of a soul in anguish. I want you to know that I feel it, at least some of it. You are not alone in this. This is a plan that was agreed upon by all of us prior to incarnation and even you are a Willing participant. Even this turmoil was delicately and meticulously planned in potentiation. You found your way to it and now must Wade through its waters. May you take the time to ponder this immense opportunity for catalyst and come out the other side wiser and with more understanding.