Covid vaccine and personal experiences

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I have not posted much on this subject because I feel there is so much information already, and also I happen to be sort of neutral, I got the vaccine early when it was available because my children were so worried to see me possibly dying in hospital without them around.

I do feel this is a personal choice and that no one should force anyone to decide one way or the other.
I cannot put my head into a dark project to reduce humanity, but I respect that one would believe so. It's just not my feeling.
I am much more for what Ra says in 34.6 and 7, which has been posted before by others members,

Ra: I am Ra. We observed your interest in the catalyst of pain. This experience is most common among your entities. The pain may be of the physical complex. More often it is of the mental and emotional complex. In some few cases the pain is spiritual in complex-nature. This creates a potential for learning. The lessons to be learned vary. Almost always these lessons include patience, tolerance, and the ability for the light touch.  (...)

34.7 Questioner: Do what we call contagious diseases play any part in this process with respect to the unmanifested self?
Ra: I am Ra. These so-called contagious diseases are those entities of second density which offer an opportunity for this type of catalyst

I am writing this post because I came in the last two days on two things. Phil Valentine, a conservative talk show host, just passed away from Covid and in subsequent messages from hospital, he apologized for having encouraged people to not take the vaccine. He was obvisouly in pain about this, the article made me feel so much sadness for him and so much compassion. Again I am not criticizing any action he took, I just feel so sad for someone to pass away with this weight.

The other thing I came upon was yesterday. I read often the message from retired journalist Dan Rather. He writes on Substack, a daily message on all kind of subjects, he is old like me and he is a compassionate man who probably will pass away soon. He was writing yesterday a beautiful piece to thank all the ER staff everywhere for their ongoing devoted work. His message was quite beautiful and there was a comment by a nurse.

I am copying it because I am fine, if I die soon I am old, but while I live fine on my side, there is this too,

Monica A 22 hr ago Liked by Elliot Kirschner, Steady Team

I’m an Anesthesiologist, and I LOVE my job and I love putting my patients at ease in the few minutes I have with them before they trust me with their lives. When I ask my patients if they are vaccinated and they reply yes, I thank them, and I breathe a bit easier knowing that not only is my risk now lower, but so is everyone in that operating room. There is so much aerosolization during extubation (and intubation) that I worry about the different staff that are in the room. Anesthethesia techs, moving help, circulator. I take steps to decrease the amount of particles in the air regardless of vaccine status, but not all patients extubate the same. Some are still sleepy and some can cough from the stimulation of removing the tube. When I come across the unvaccinated patient, it really pisses me off because now it’s not just me but increased risk to OR staff, preop staff, post op recovery staff and on and on. I’m kind in my responses and urge them to vaccinate, but inside I’m upset because it’s people like this that will drag this pandemic on.

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Now don't flame me yet. This is just one opinion from a nurse. I personally think we have all planned how we end our lives, so in some ways, whether we choose the vaccine or not, whether the vaccine is detrimental or beneficial, I think our lives will end the way we planned it. I dont know if the pandemic will stop because of vaccination, or will drag because of detrimental vaccine. But I think we should have gratitude for all medical staff, and its' funny because I dont take any medicine, I am really interested only into alternative medicine, so the standard medical world is not my thing, but the lives of these people, they are our brothers and sisters, so it's just a thought, it's just a thought.