Complete lack of energy. What to do?

[Nikki]

No mattter what I do nothing works. I keep trying but it just won't work. I have so little energy I can't get up do something. I feel like the spark inside of me is gone. I don't know how else to explain it. It feels like I'm empty. Like my soul left because of all the trauma or whatever. I feel lost. I don't have the energy to do anything...

Hi, do not know much about you yet because am new on this site. What is expressed to you from your sister is only to aid, to point to situations that may help but only you know within what is happening. I speak from love. Just reading your comment lead to questioning if you are entering the "Dark Night of the Soul". Have experienced this and it is not a dark night, it is dark times, mine lasted for two years and cried everyday. It is the dropping of all thoughts, beliefs and perceptions that no longer serve you. It feels like the losing of self but in truth it is the true self starting to shine through. When the light shines through, darkness fades. It may feel that you do not know who are are anymore because those thoughts are not who you are as believed. Everything you thought you knew is not reality but an illusion programmed since we were born. What to do, do not resist, love the experiences, know it, accept it, love self, accept self and love all. It is a time to reconcile the light and darkness that we are, we are both. It is a wonderful time even thought it may not feel like it. May this help you and bring light on your path.