Covid vaccine and personal experiences

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I haven't gotten any shots so far...

What is your reason for not getting the shot?

Hmm, well, the most direct and honest answer is intuitively I have not felt 'the time is here'. It's somewhat hard to describe, it is a possibility/probability which is controlled partly by my own choice, but there are 'timelines' one could say where that choice is forced.

In a manner I am 'scientifically minded' but more of a mad scientist, my life, to me, is highly experimental. The ingredients of my experience are events, people, things, etc, all the catalyst of reality. In actuality, I have not made an absolute decision on whether or not I will get it ultimately. I am observing the social situation play out between the 'vaccinated' vs 'unvaccinated' and seeing the way the forced duality affects my own relationships and those around me.

So for me, I am in a 'watch and wait' sort of mode. What I have noted is that the duality has put pressure on my relationships and that more than any issue of health or life and death are disruptions on a social level.

I can relate to that very well! I feel somewhat the same. Despite my ranting mainly against it   I don't want to exclude it totally from my reality, mainly bc I feel that this would be too one-sided of an approach and there might not be a way around it eventually.
I see it as a potentiality.
Just want to be prepared to the best when it happens so that I can fully celebrate it haha that is why I am so happy about The etc posting info about what can be taken in order to minimize side effects.
Intuitively I feel that it would not harm me - I even drew two tarot cards, one re the covid issue and one re the vaccine and they were both the same and very positive cards ("prosperity") which I take to understand that this situation is so rich in catalyst and learning opportunities that we can only be grateful.

Well, there is admittedly also a health side to it for me as well. Although I'm not that old I have been having health issues the past number of years, and more of a factor, is that I have had remarkably bad 'luck' when it comes to medical procedures. As someone with a seeming unfortunate knack for getting the uncommon side effects there is a bit of apprehension there. I have contemplated that this might be related to my own lack of trust in the medical procedures, of course.