It's not clear if i understand what you want to say.
So i just say that i have "decided" that it makes much sense to be a wanderer, because i could find myself in the book "Wanderer" from Carla.
This gives me the reason why i can see and feel this futility in the world, that is not recognized by much people, because they cannot see the matrix of the world.
Maybe this is helpful for you, when you don't want to discuss my questions ...
So my simple answer to the question of this thread is Resisting Futility!
So i just say that i have "decided" that it makes much sense to be a wanderer, because i could find myself in the book "Wanderer" from Carla.
This gives me the reason why i can see and feel this futility in the world, that is not recognized by much people, because they cannot see the matrix of the world.
Maybe this is helpful for you, when you don't want to discuss my questions ...
So my simple answer to the question of this thread is Resisting Futility!