04-19-2021, 02:34 PM
(04-17-2021, 07:16 PM)LeafieGreens Wrote: Kryon was talking about how a lot of his listeners out there had lived lives in significant battles and won and died for their Gods or for nothing at all.
I got this instant recoiling feeling of horror. Also images of strategizing over giant maps and tables with others who are were in charge. These images feel familiar, like something I always knew but never realized. And then my mind starts to have anxiety like "oh great, now what am I going to have to deal with..." The intuitive I had seen in 2016 told me I had worked in government and the military -- so it would make sense.
Yeah, when you start accessing your akashic memory there can be some difficult stuff that comes to light which can be hard to integrate. It's useful work though, as learning to forgive and accept those difficult experiences helps to understand "evil" and have compassion for those who currently engage in those sorts of activities. Forgiveness of these heavy memories also helps lighten the load on both your own consciousness and the planetary consciousness.
(04-17-2021, 07:16 PM)LeafieGreens Wrote: I feel like more and more is being unlocked in me. Earlier today I was outside in the sun and tried to connect to a cedar tree growing near the house, I let my fingers graze through some leaves while holding space and silence with my eyes closed for a few minutes. I could see / sense these branching energetic tendrils growing out like veins or roots and the feeling of rejoicing in the sunshine. The silent awareness of the plant world and this particular tree. It was totally new. My wife tells me things like she can feel the energy of trees and when the wind is blowing on her she says she can "become" the wind. She has a lot more earth/nature skills than I do, so I am trying to learn from her. As I eluded to before, I am certain that she is also a wanderer. I am glad I can lean on her through this.
Next time you connect to this tree try having a telepathic conversation
Also +1 to what Patrick said about "old self++." As the saying goes "Before enlightenment, chop wood, carry water. After enlightenment, chop wood, carry water."