04-15-2021, 03:05 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-15-2021, 03:09 PM by LeafieGreens.
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(04-06-2021, 04:55 PM)Black Dragon Wrote: Getting farther into that video Schubert linked, and something hit me. How this group treats you after buying their product and contacting them, whether they are friendly, even give you the time of day, or if they dismiss you because you are male in this incarnation is the cycles of Lemurian karma coming up once again. Some of these may have been the reactionaries who felt threatened my men evolving their magical personalities in Lemuria and the challenge/chance to accept and integrate is being offered again in a mirror of their past lives. You are a catalyst for them. How they react to and treat you will be a bigger deal for them than it is for you.
So I had written a long and detailed post about my story to that facebook group and the moderators let it stay up for about 24 hours before it was removed without explanation. Because it had been up for 24 hours, it received a lot of attention and comments and a couple people in the group even reached out to me in PM. In the PM's I learned that the group is very heavily moderated and "clique-ish."
Yesterday, I was considering leaving the group altogether, but decided to attempt to contact the admins in good faith to explain that I did buy the dang cards and revealed a rather personal story about weird dreams and experiences only to have it removed without explanation. I was humble and asked what I did wrong in my post.
Dr. Amber Wolf herself responded to me. She is the lady who created the cards and the head admin of the group. She listened to me and recommended a book "The Women of Lemuria." She said she wasn't sure why my post was removed, maybe it wasn't clear that I had bought the cards (I did say I bought the cards in my post, however). She then asked me to re-post my message and she would personally make sure it stayed up.
So I re-wrote the whole thing again this AM and this time attached a picture of the cards to the post and tried to post it. I then sent Dr. Amber a message that I was posting it and she gave me a thumbs up.
That was 2 hours ago and the post still isn't up. So, I dunno.
I feel like if they still are denying my post because it's too "out there" or whatever, then I will just lurk around in the group and not post.
I decided that no matter what I will do the activation ceremony, but not until I feel the energy around this unfolding story is clear. Currently it still is not.
I feel this sense of not fitting in and being rejected for my experiences. Like the admins are looking at me like I'm a crazy person and they don't want to disrupt their supposed harmony of the tightly managed group.
I will keep you guys posted what happens next. It's getting a little ridiculous. I just wanted some info on Lemuria and maybe a confirmation that the information I am receiving is valid, but it seems that perhaps I won't get those answers here. Maybe I was just meant to get the cards and do the activation. Which is totally fine.
I am feeling more balanced and less attached to anything that happens. So that's good too.