03-29-2021, 07:54 PM
I have tsunami and cataclysmic dreams as well.
I've only ever had one dream that felt like a past life and I think that was something to do with an underground hideout or cave system.
It felt like I was part of a team that was trying to prevent an invasion of flying discs but destroyed our civilization in the process. I was working on a pulsing light weapon but it was overheating or malfunctioning. I could feel the urgency to do something because slavery seemed worse than any consequence of using a malfunctioning weapon.
I used the weapon and everything went white.
It felt like my soul was fragmented across all times and I felt a deep sense of regret.
I think I've spent many lifetimes learning to accept that I'm worthy of love, even though I feel like the cause of so much grief for those around me. This life has been filled with the feeling of being a disappointment to those closest to me.
I agree with alot of the advice given here.
It's very easy to get led down a path of chasing less beneficial information. It seems amazing at the time because we are experiencing all kinds of synchronisation and epiphanies.
I always remember that Ra is of neither the Love or Light density and that true balance is what seems to be most beneficial.
I've found that my mood and reasons for requesting the information, determines what flavor I get.
Sometimes it seems that I am having miraculous understandings but it is fueled by the ego's desire to know rather than a search for acceptance and forgiveness, which leads to oneness.
I guess what I mean is that it's easy to get led down a long road of easy wins or seemingly profound epiphanies, without really progressing too far along the path of knowledge of self, in this lifetime.
I've only ever had one dream that felt like a past life and I think that was something to do with an underground hideout or cave system.
It felt like I was part of a team that was trying to prevent an invasion of flying discs but destroyed our civilization in the process. I was working on a pulsing light weapon but it was overheating or malfunctioning. I could feel the urgency to do something because slavery seemed worse than any consequence of using a malfunctioning weapon.
I used the weapon and everything went white.
It felt like my soul was fragmented across all times and I felt a deep sense of regret.
I think I've spent many lifetimes learning to accept that I'm worthy of love, even though I feel like the cause of so much grief for those around me. This life has been filled with the feeling of being a disappointment to those closest to me.
I agree with alot of the advice given here.
It's very easy to get led down a path of chasing less beneficial information. It seems amazing at the time because we are experiencing all kinds of synchronisation and epiphanies.
I always remember that Ra is of neither the Love or Light density and that true balance is what seems to be most beneficial.
I've found that my mood and reasons for requesting the information, determines what flavor I get.
Sometimes it seems that I am having miraculous understandings but it is fueled by the ego's desire to know rather than a search for acceptance and forgiveness, which leads to oneness.
I guess what I mean is that it's easy to get led down a long road of easy wins or seemingly profound epiphanies, without really progressing too far along the path of knowledge of self, in this lifetime.
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