2007.11.24 - Work in the indigo

[Sacred Fool]

What is your will for me today?
How shall I serve?
What shall I experience?
And in what shall I rejoice?

I start each day with that quote and begin my daily muddle through third. Trying to do and be the best I can. Sometimes I backslide...sometimes I do well. But I don't worry about it. When I realize that I may have not reacted well to a certain situation...I think..."How could I have handled that better?"...and go on with life.

I'll leave the active pursuit of adepthood to those that desire it. I'll seek the intelligent infinity in life in 3D...for now.

I happen to share your bias, Richard, that seeing the Infinite in the context of 3D is a worthy disciple.

I can relate, oh, so well to the muddling, as well.

Yet, there are parts of me that regret the suspension of the experience of having my upper chakras fully active, balanced and aligned. Sometimes I feel like a spacecraft in a sci-fi story that has some it's wiring blown out and therefore cannot function properly and cannot communicate with its family of like vessels.

Oh, how I wish they could sell self-discipline in a bottle on the Internet!

Somehow, it can be so hard to settle into the Spirit of the queries you quote.