Some of my insights after 1 year of shadow work.

[Black Dragon]

Welcome back. It gives me some closure and happiness(not to mention encouragement) to see that you've more or less found yourself, and found where you stand and your personal integrity. I'm still struggling with my own shadow, but the way I see the "game" at this point isn't much different than the way you do. From the higher perspective I'm the the lawbringer, bringing the higher laws down(or at least doing my distorted best to). Here in the demiurgic reality, however, I'm the "robber". I'm the outlaw, the rebel. I embrace that, and I think you do to. I think that you have a special appreciation/understanding for this facet, I think it's something we have in common from the perspective of soul trajectory, karma, past lives, and archetypal lessons.

Is there not a certain paradoxical selflessness in those 4d STO entities who do the combat, and STO-oriented entities in general, in many occasions in 3d, who would sacrifice their "polarity brownie points" and depolarize themselves through combat/unacceptance of victimization of self and others, in order to defend what they feel in their heart is right, and those they view as innocent? Call them the "sin eaters" if you will. Not saying their path is the answer to everything, but I think beings like that are under-appreciated and even vilified a bit by the "sheepier" STO types.

Morphic fields. Something I've always been able to perceive and tap into in a lot of ways. Every person, entity, concept, idea has one, it's all part of the "matrix". Well guess what, it's like Wikipedia-anyone and everyone can contribute/"edit". This is a field to do subtler work than with the physical sword or even pen(although the pen can be used to influence morphic fields as well in some ways). Not saying I'm an expert in that arena, but I see all the potential to undermine the stinkies very much in this manner.

Thank you for sharing all your insights, best wishes, and glad you are back!