09-21-2020, 03:07 AM
(04-19-2020, 07:15 PM)rinzler Wrote: I've been suffering for a while now and I've had reoccurring dreams of the same demon tormenting me. I've had a long history going back into my childhood with that and over the years I've sort of accumulated negative thoughtforms which. Basically a friend of mine told me to look for someone who knows stuff about entity attachments. Could someone perhaps rid me of it or help me to? I should probably mention back then when I was still a kid I reached out for higher beings to give me magical power. I don't even know why I did what I did it was so stupid but I eventually ended up with an imaginary friend that has turned into a voice and now turned out to be a tormenting demon or thoughtform. Though in the dream it looked pretty real and seemed to have a mind if it's own. This entity has a large degree of control over me. Probably should mention that I do hear a voice. It speaks to me regularly telling me what to do but mostly just tricking and confusing me. I had several dreams of being attacked in the void..and then it basically telling me that in this lifetime I'm it's property and I should do what it says otherwise I'd simply suffer and make most spiritual progress. It tries to lure me into the negative with a lot of temptations. It has a dark clouds body with no meaningfully looking limbs(almost as if he wears a robe) but it's face is there and it looks very scary and ugly..like that of the guy in the movie scream. Probably a bad example. But the teeth are also crooked. The eyes were human looking. It spends most of it's time tormenting me in my dreams and then in my daily life. I guess now it's a bit easier to understand my situation. Feels like hell and I swear sometimes it's like I can feel the lower realms because I'm vibrationally so low. Having a voice in your head 24/7 isn't great. I've tried for years to get rid of it. I tried everything and nothing worked.Hi rinzler,
I read you can identify certain entities this way so this is the reason I'm writing this down if anybody knows it.
I hope someone here knows how to get rid of it or could help me do so.
I'm learning how to heal, and I can send you love. In turn you can also send love to this entity you perceive.I like the replies viewing the entity through the lense of oneness and acceptance.
Best of luck! ♥️