01-26-2011, 07:53 PM
(01-26-2011, 02:42 PM)ahktu Wrote: Thanks, Deekun. I do tend to worry about saying things that will make people look down on me. I constantly fear that I talk too much and I'm annoying people, and I try to keep quiet as much as I can. I think this stems back to my grade school years, where I was pretty much unable to distinguish between fantasy and reality.
Your writings are sensible to us; have no fear of expressing yourself here.
I really wish my subconscious didn't have to be so dramatic all the time. I'm always having these outlandish dreams. When I was in a metaphysics class and we would all compare dreams, our teacher said I had a "huge imagination" and wouldn't really even take a lot of my dreams seriously because they are so "out there." The more theatrical and graphic the dreams become, the harder they are for me to interpret because the initial shock of it is so distracting. Maybe I'm just not getting the messages so it just gets more and more intense. Blarg.
Remember, when you are dreaming, sometimes you are bleeding over into your other "probable realities"; other times, you are exploring the outcomes of possible futures. Your probable realities may indeed be that weird or dramatic; or they may exist in realms so different from your "normal" one, that your ego contorts them into bizarre scenarios in an attempt to symbolize them in terms that are understandable to it in this existence.
Your dreams are healthy and proper for you. I hope you realize that you have a gift for remembering them (many people don't), and that you should be making a permanent archive of those accounts. So far, this thread has served that purpose for you, but web sites come and go. Save these accounts offline as .doc files, or equivalent. You may find them, some day in the future, to have much more value to you than you ascribe to them now.
