female wanderers

[meadow-foreigner]

being a male, i always wonders how does the way back to the unity with One Infinite Creator feels from female perspective?

For me, it feels a neverending magnetic quest for the ideal connection bond. Connection is the keyword for me.

i found myself lacking affinity with most of women, who just want to have a strong, succeful wealthy husband, have children and family. that's quite suffocating to me. i'm not judging these intrinsic female desires.

Wealth is a universal right, for nature overflows with it. This is one thing.
Strength, from my perspective, is attractive as a virtue. The display of intensity, this relentless accomplishing of things; like a fire always burning brighter and brighter, it is as alluring as it is amusing, to me. It is amusing because this outward-ish orientation of these virtues display an inner void – which this connection helps to fill.

red ray cakra is strong in both males snd females. but most of a time women don't give a **ck to anything but what is  directly connected to procreation and material wealth.

I believe it's a matter of perspective. There is the outward-oriented expression, constantly seeking; there is the inward-oriented expression, which also constantly seeks, but in a different way. Both want, in my opinion, to be filled, though differently.

About procreation: children have been the outcome of a previous bonding experience for millennia. The joy of being so intimately connected with someone else usually comes with such a consequence. I don't seek procreation, I seek fulfillment.

then i thought i've never probably met a female wanderer to give me insight and inspiration. is here an y female wanderers 20-40 years old? what's your take on males and your spiritual development?

Consider for an instant that you're a mighty river which has been dammed (not damned, lol ). You appear to seek a way to outpour your force, to release the blockages, to flow unimpeded once again.

I've usually seen males undamming their own rivers with their counterparts, but that's not a pre-requisite for one to do.

This intrinsic unsettling is no exclusivity to any specific gender in this world. Discomfort is felt by everyone, in my opinion.