04-30-2020, 03:04 AM
Black tourmaline is special to me, I always appreciate its recommendation by others. I would agree, and echo what Agua has said.
That being said, I have some experience with dealing with 'shadow fragments', soul fragments which have become alienated and as it appears, to have taken on a being of their own, actually fueled by our shadows.
Something a friend said to me once has always stuck with me, and that is that "the shadow self can be so alien as to seem like a demon trying to possess you". I think this is definitely true.
What I would examine first and foremost is the energy which started this whole experience. You sought power. What did you seek power for? Did you ever obtain it or feel that desire resolved? These desires could be fueling this fragmentation.
The divide there could be in the belief that you need to gain power, or that you lack power. That is the void which creates the fragment, the gap if you will.
That being said, I have some experience with dealing with 'shadow fragments', soul fragments which have become alienated and as it appears, to have taken on a being of their own, actually fueled by our shadows.
Something a friend said to me once has always stuck with me, and that is that "the shadow self can be so alien as to seem like a demon trying to possess you". I think this is definitely true.
What I would examine first and foremost is the energy which started this whole experience. You sought power. What did you seek power for? Did you ever obtain it or feel that desire resolved? These desires could be fueling this fragmentation.
The divide there could be in the belief that you need to gain power, or that you lack power. That is the void which creates the fragment, the gap if you will.
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