Is anybody here a healer?

[Black Dragon]

I'm no expert, but I've dealt a couple times with sleep paralysis and "shadow people", a couple days ago a real nasty experience where it was on top of me try'na lock face with me and suck my soul out or some such bullshit. It was pretty disturbing, but I'm sort of used to life being f***** up and disturbing, so it didn't bother me much thinking about it when it was over. I would theorize that my case and yours are most likely thought-form entities that are more a part of our own baggage that's taken on a life of its own than any external entities. I will be doing some more research, but working on the self as best as possible seems to be the best solution to these sorts of issues.

Your particular experience reminds me of something mentioned in a novel I read involving an FBI detective named Penderghast who uses Buddhist spiritual techniques and meditation to view certain things and help solve cases, some of which involve bad guys that are into the occult. One book involved a type of entity called a Tulpa in Tibetan tradition, which is a type of though form entity that partially looks like a cloud of black smoke. I did some searches, and some of the pictures I'm seeing look exactly like what you describe, even the face.


 

I'm going to go digging a bit myself, but if you search the term "Tulpa", there is a lot of information out there. The main thing is that it is a thoughtform entity that one creates in their own mind that starts taking on a life of its own, rather than an external force. I hope this helps, though I can offer no easy solution. The best I can suggest is doing healing and shadow work, and to suggest that this thing doesn't control jack s*** unless you let it.