I left to study black magic. That tendency is latent in my Family and it was only through complete understanding and practice that I was able to fully reject that path. I trained under a senior member of our Family for several years. One of the true elite. We found each other as we always do. We parted ways when I began displaying unconditional love and acceptance of his person, though it was he who introduced me to the techniques that ultimately opened the gateway of remembrance and I am very grateful for that.
Obviously it was not appropriate for me to submerse myself in positive energy while undertaking that learning process. I disappeared from many places for years and spent much time studying in isolation.
I've seen two, possibly three other of our numbers make a few comments here. None of them are active at this time, and we have no specific connection to this forum other than an interest in some of the topics presented. I returned because there is a call here for knowledge I feel I may be able to provide, as it is my intent to serve as I can.
** And because I have a feeling someone will ask, no, I did not cast spells upon or otherwise meddle with anyone on this forum while I was away. The study and discipline required were too grueling to have time for such activities, and I chose to reverse my polarity before I reached the point where it was necessary to do harm.
Obviously it was not appropriate for me to submerse myself in positive energy while undertaking that learning process. I disappeared from many places for years and spent much time studying in isolation.
I've seen two, possibly three other of our numbers make a few comments here. None of them are active at this time, and we have no specific connection to this forum other than an interest in some of the topics presented. I returned because there is a call here for knowledge I feel I may be able to provide, as it is my intent to serve as I can.
** And because I have a feeling someone will ask, no, I did not cast spells upon or otherwise meddle with anyone on this forum while I was away. The study and discipline required were too grueling to have time for such activities, and I chose to reverse my polarity before I reached the point where it was necessary to do harm.