12-17-2019, 04:01 PM
Hello Jim,
The story of the extra 6D soul is interesting, and parts of your story fit into a larger pattern I have been contemplating - the pattern of how patterns repeat for some people (I think it's wanderer soul groups and what they are involved in), in a somewhat abstract sense, across space and time.
Perhaps the "why?" for the walk-in is that the original soul, here with a mission, found the future for that mission becoming hopelessly derailed, but reinforcement was available. Perhaps such assistance is the easiest when 6D is involved, since 6D souls are sturdy and do not really need to worry about infringing on one another's free will, since they already share the learning.
The confusing catch is that all the planning between the two is very much over the head of a 3D being. If you have a 4D body, its mind will probably have a much better overview, but in comparison, it will still be like an old-fashioned calculator in comparison with two interfaces to an unfathomable supercomputer.
I've avoided psychiatry following a childhood in which I was diagnosed as being on the autistic spectrum. After the mid 00's, I made a different choice when inner turmoil grew towards a breaking point. But this depended on what I do have - a strong capacity for self-control. I found the Cassiopaea material when things were at their worst, and then mapped the structure of the Fourth Way teaching and decided to work towards the best ideals I found. The other two alternatives I saw ahead of me were: collapsing under the weight of growing negative pressure and "turning evil", or ending up in a dead-end situation in psychiatry.
(I've since learned that I wasn't the only person to experience a sharp increase in negative inner pressure in 2006. On my part, with a dream of a house of the soul or spirit in which people were found dead, metal mysteriously in their bodies, and an evil person secretly overseeing both the deadly monster doing it and the investigator who lured me towards the monster. I felt as if my soul partially left the body, and that waking up didn't end the nightmare.)
In the years after 2015, my life changed direction as an enormous inner process began, including a drama involving the whole higher-density metaphysics. I have the sense of more than one soul being centrally involved in my life since then. I've also found increasing numbers of symbolic correspondences in what others have written or done which match elements of the inner presentation.
As for being trapped on a bus ride, late in 2015 I dreamed of me and another entering a little bus, handing over our keys, and seeing them being clipped apart. I became angry, then confused. Then the bus picked up speed, the ride becoming very noisy and bumpy, and the view shifted to the outside, where people were being ran over.
And visions of two futures, two groupings or social memory complexes, where one was like heaven, and the other developed into a paranoid hive-mind which killed those it found inconvenient while denying all responsibility and hiding all evidence.
Now I think that much of the negative drama is actually connected to the invisible forces behind the Cassiopaean Experiment. As for the story of losing the keys (to the house of the soul) and being trapped, things personally unfolded differently, but others may not be so lucky.
I think I was "done" by mid-2015. A psychological self-reading I tried out gave the message that at an "unconscious level", I had worked out a plan for solving all my problems, and was going to "put out all the stops" to implement it. Shortly after began what I can only describe as a conscious higher-density contact, which after a few months became surrounded by a psychic battle. It led to leaving the Cassiopaea community, and forming a view almost the opposite of what recent symbolism put out there pointed towards.
A funny joke from the time in late 2015 is this: "6D STO is the only banking cartel you can trust. We always give great return on investments. For fun and profit, which are one in STO." This relates to Michael Topper's comparisons of spiritual dynamics with economics. A rather unflattering, later idea compares the higher-density layer of the Cassiopaea community to a corrupt big finance establishment.
I've found that parting ways with that community, and simply sharing my inner world here over time, helps in some way. Like forming healthy and healing ties to a larger higher-density society beyond visible view.
My life currently doesn't make much sense, but eventually, I hope to arrive at something clear and expressive enough for my own "wanderer story", which has yet to be written. The volume of inner experience connected to it seems too large. But over time, sharing more of what's been on my mind in various discussions seems to help bring me closer to what the heart of the matter really is.
The story of the extra 6D soul is interesting, and parts of your story fit into a larger pattern I have been contemplating - the pattern of how patterns repeat for some people (I think it's wanderer soul groups and what they are involved in), in a somewhat abstract sense, across space and time.
Perhaps the "why?" for the walk-in is that the original soul, here with a mission, found the future for that mission becoming hopelessly derailed, but reinforcement was available. Perhaps such assistance is the easiest when 6D is involved, since 6D souls are sturdy and do not really need to worry about infringing on one another's free will, since they already share the learning.
The confusing catch is that all the planning between the two is very much over the head of a 3D being. If you have a 4D body, its mind will probably have a much better overview, but in comparison, it will still be like an old-fashioned calculator in comparison with two interfaces to an unfathomable supercomputer.
I've avoided psychiatry following a childhood in which I was diagnosed as being on the autistic spectrum. After the mid 00's, I made a different choice when inner turmoil grew towards a breaking point. But this depended on what I do have - a strong capacity for self-control. I found the Cassiopaea material when things were at their worst, and then mapped the structure of the Fourth Way teaching and decided to work towards the best ideals I found. The other two alternatives I saw ahead of me were: collapsing under the weight of growing negative pressure and "turning evil", or ending up in a dead-end situation in psychiatry.
(I've since learned that I wasn't the only person to experience a sharp increase in negative inner pressure in 2006. On my part, with a dream of a house of the soul or spirit in which people were found dead, metal mysteriously in their bodies, and an evil person secretly overseeing both the deadly monster doing it and the investigator who lured me towards the monster. I felt as if my soul partially left the body, and that waking up didn't end the nightmare.)
In the years after 2015, my life changed direction as an enormous inner process began, including a drama involving the whole higher-density metaphysics. I have the sense of more than one soul being centrally involved in my life since then. I've also found increasing numbers of symbolic correspondences in what others have written or done which match elements of the inner presentation.
As for being trapped on a bus ride, late in 2015 I dreamed of me and another entering a little bus, handing over our keys, and seeing them being clipped apart. I became angry, then confused. Then the bus picked up speed, the ride becoming very noisy and bumpy, and the view shifted to the outside, where people were being ran over.
And visions of two futures, two groupings or social memory complexes, where one was like heaven, and the other developed into a paranoid hive-mind which killed those it found inconvenient while denying all responsibility and hiding all evidence.
Now I think that much of the negative drama is actually connected to the invisible forces behind the Cassiopaean Experiment. As for the story of losing the keys (to the house of the soul) and being trapped, things personally unfolded differently, but others may not be so lucky.
I think I was "done" by mid-2015. A psychological self-reading I tried out gave the message that at an "unconscious level", I had worked out a plan for solving all my problems, and was going to "put out all the stops" to implement it. Shortly after began what I can only describe as a conscious higher-density contact, which after a few months became surrounded by a psychic battle. It led to leaving the Cassiopaea community, and forming a view almost the opposite of what recent symbolism put out there pointed towards.
A funny joke from the time in late 2015 is this: "6D STO is the only banking cartel you can trust. We always give great return on investments. For fun and profit, which are one in STO." This relates to Michael Topper's comparisons of spiritual dynamics with economics. A rather unflattering, later idea compares the higher-density layer of the Cassiopaea community to a corrupt big finance establishment.
I've found that parting ways with that community, and simply sharing my inner world here over time, helps in some way. Like forming healthy and healing ties to a larger higher-density society beyond visible view.
My life currently doesn't make much sense, but eventually, I hope to arrive at something clear and expressive enough for my own "wanderer story", which has yet to be written. The volume of inner experience connected to it seems too large. But over time, sharing more of what's been on my mind in various discussions seems to help bring me closer to what the heart of the matter really is.