There is No True Free Will

[AnthroHeart]

There is no true free will.
You are not the doer.
I like Confused's tagline: I am not the doer. The Tao is.

I kept lashing out at my mom's dog for doing little things like getting up on my bed and eating my other dog's food.
I felt hopeless as to why I felt so stuck in my anger. I was only brief. I don't hold a grudge.

Then I felt a little stuck in my realization that I have no free will.
Then it was empowering.
Then I forgave myself.
I took responsibility, because "I" still did the actions.
But I realize now that it is Infinite Intelligence that is doing all this.
I think Ra said it was a game, or a play.
I try not to take myself so seriously. Because I am not really even here typing this.
I had read that before, but this came as a knowing to me.

I'm not giving my power away by saying I'm controlled by Infinite Intelligence.
It is even more empowering that life is so orchestrated that it works out flawlessly.

I hope this makes me a better person.
I cried when I had this realization.

I would laugh at the cosmic joke, but I'm too in awe right now.

I'm not saying this as if Infinite Intelligence is something separate from me.
I want to be a clear reflection of the Infinite Intelligence within me and that is me.