01-13-2011, 06:17 AM
last night things got very heavy for me,
I was sleeping and dreaming but i don't know what exactly it was again but i was often between sleep and half awake state and i heard this really high frequency beep all the time constantly - so loud and i located it on the left side of my head, eventually i woke up at 5:30 am this was when i realized the beep is real and the tone was as heavy as i had ever experienced it, i actually had to get up and walk some through the living room and felt frightened of what this might be for a moment and why so sudden and why so strong and intense that it could actually wake me up.
eventually i got back to bed and tried to focus my middle of the head - basically its letting go of focus and locations - tough to describe maybe thats an astral projection exercise i honestly don't know but when i focus in a certain way i can filter anything around me and remain just me and this was how i was able to shift my focus from being uncomfortably disturbed by the in ear tone to falling asleep finally again
this was when i was sitting with my girlfriend in my parent's house living room and we were talking about some intimate stuff between the two of us when we suddenly noticed my mom was lying on the couch next to us and she heard all we spoke about, nothing to be concerned about as
we only spoke about things in regards to our relationship. my mom then just said that she would be loving us a lot and all we spoke about was very loving and that we should not feel uncomfy about it - the next thing i remember is my younger brother sitting on the couch next to where my mom was lying and then there was the son of my younger sister who is 1,5 year old, he was crawling on my brother and my mom and literally jumping on them and laughing so much an being soo happy
the next thing i recall y i was with my mom and my girlfriend at a car shop it seemed but also in a waiting room for a doctor because of my ear
when i finally got to the doctors room in, there was this elderly woman, skinny and with glasses - she looked into both of my ears and said i needed to see someone special - i was surprised and she said there was nothing to worry about - i then woke up with still kind of an ache around my ear but the tone is gone!
so thats it - i dont understand the baby part and mother part though
also not the doctor - i am not too keen on dream stuff and i reach out for your help here as i have never been so deeply touched by dreams as this experience - i have had lucid dreams even flying dreams but this seemed more intense - more important and i need to figure it out more...
i don't know but i have been noticing in my and my girlfriends dreams - we sleep in the same bed every night - something is trying to communicate through to us persistently and trying to catch our attention badly.
she dreamed last night that two tall blond beings wanted to actually break into our room because she saw them using a screwdriver to open our bedroom's door, and we were scared and ran out of the back door of the house into the garage and went a way with the car.
she said it was tall beings with blond hair one was called saiffon and the other aiwaz or close to that - doesnt ring a bell with me those names though - with any of you maybe?.
so first she and then me last night and things point to some entities trying to get in touch with us badly - maybe we called them? who are they? what would you do to further explore this? I figured tonight we both go to sleep with the intention to willingly and openly meet with the whoever is contacting us to ask them what they want.
Now we all know there are not just positive beings out there so I would also like to ask here what precautions or protective measures we should be thinking about.
I thought of asking them to serve the light in them and us and to offer them our love - I remember wilcock said negative beings feed of fear only so if they indeed are negative they would go away when we willingly request to serve the light in love
I look forward to hear from you my friends - I wouldn't know any place i could even discuss - thank you!
I was sleeping and dreaming but i don't know what exactly it was again but i was often between sleep and half awake state and i heard this really high frequency beep all the time constantly - so loud and i located it on the left side of my head, eventually i woke up at 5:30 am this was when i realized the beep is real and the tone was as heavy as i had ever experienced it, i actually had to get up and walk some through the living room and felt frightened of what this might be for a moment and why so sudden and why so strong and intense that it could actually wake me up.
eventually i got back to bed and tried to focus my middle of the head - basically its letting go of focus and locations - tough to describe maybe thats an astral projection exercise i honestly don't know but when i focus in a certain way i can filter anything around me and remain just me and this was how i was able to shift my focus from being uncomfortably disturbed by the in ear tone to falling asleep finally again
this was when i was sitting with my girlfriend in my parent's house living room and we were talking about some intimate stuff between the two of us when we suddenly noticed my mom was lying on the couch next to us and she heard all we spoke about, nothing to be concerned about as
we only spoke about things in regards to our relationship. my mom then just said that she would be loving us a lot and all we spoke about was very loving and that we should not feel uncomfy about it - the next thing i remember is my younger brother sitting on the couch next to where my mom was lying and then there was the son of my younger sister who is 1,5 year old, he was crawling on my brother and my mom and literally jumping on them and laughing so much an being soo happy
the next thing i recall y i was with my mom and my girlfriend at a car shop it seemed but also in a waiting room for a doctor because of my ear
when i finally got to the doctors room in, there was this elderly woman, skinny and with glasses - she looked into both of my ears and said i needed to see someone special - i was surprised and she said there was nothing to worry about - i then woke up with still kind of an ache around my ear but the tone is gone!
so thats it - i dont understand the baby part and mother part though
also not the doctor - i am not too keen on dream stuff and i reach out for your help here as i have never been so deeply touched by dreams as this experience - i have had lucid dreams even flying dreams but this seemed more intense - more important and i need to figure it out more...
i don't know but i have been noticing in my and my girlfriends dreams - we sleep in the same bed every night - something is trying to communicate through to us persistently and trying to catch our attention badly.
she dreamed last night that two tall blond beings wanted to actually break into our room because she saw them using a screwdriver to open our bedroom's door, and we were scared and ran out of the back door of the house into the garage and went a way with the car.
she said it was tall beings with blond hair one was called saiffon and the other aiwaz or close to that - doesnt ring a bell with me those names though - with any of you maybe?.
so first she and then me last night and things point to some entities trying to get in touch with us badly - maybe we called them? who are they? what would you do to further explore this? I figured tonight we both go to sleep with the intention to willingly and openly meet with the whoever is contacting us to ask them what they want.
Now we all know there are not just positive beings out there so I would also like to ask here what precautions or protective measures we should be thinking about.
I thought of asking them to serve the light in them and us and to offer them our love - I remember wilcock said negative beings feed of fear only so if they indeed are negative they would go away when we willingly request to serve the light in love
I look forward to hear from you my friends - I wouldn't know any place i could even discuss - thank you!