09-12-2019, 01:05 AM
(09-12-2019, 12:40 AM)BastionPath Wrote: I have this. It happens after you unconditionally love reality and reality or people try to love you like they love themselves. Basically loved by a lesser intelligence or lesser heart.
I can understand that. He is a being of unconditional love that was taught quite harshly only lessons of lack of love, judgement and extreme abuse. I had similar experiences but 2 things, I had a cat, and I followed his example of love, he loved fiercely and so do I, and I also do not seem to have incarnated in quite a long time so could more easily remember home, could never actually accept this place as home because it always felt so "off".
I am sorry you have to carry this experience. I hope when you are ready, you meet someone(s) you can trust and you let yourself trust them.
He has resisted love through the years telling me he is not used to it, and I asked him how he was ever going to get used to it if he didn't experience it. So he has tried. I will send some prayers up for you Bastion.