Dear Carla, Jim and Don,
It is 11th januari, and I missed to post my thank you note to you by one day. Maybe you will read it online later, maybe not. But I will post it anyway to you. It is the effort that counts and your service has been of grand matter, maybe more then you realize. The world wouldn't be the same if it weren't for you and your dedicated service to it.
Little story of mine: I was born awake but due to dramatic changes in my life I went back to sleep when I turned 7 years, in order to survive. Since then I was like a bird with broken wings. I "knew" how to fly but couldn't do it in reality. I had all this knowledge (LOO) inside myself but considered it to be fantasies. I even wrote a book of 200 pages (a novel) about it, but thought it to be high hopes and sweet dreams. The greatiest challenge was in how to apply this theory in practice. At age of 33 (Jesus age :p) I found the Ra material. When I realized it all, that all these dreams, and all these thoughts and hopes inside myself, were not dreams and fantasies, I broked down for 2-3 weeks. I cried, I cried, I cried and cried... I still do sometimes... It was tears of joy and gratitude. It was tears of relief and liberation. I finaly found my way back home. I was not crazy and I was not dreaming and fantasizing... I still remember that feeling inside myself - when I found out that these fantasies and dreams were real... So anyway, you gave me tools, you gave me confirmation, you gave me hope, you gave me light and you brought love back into my life! I love you! I say it once again - thank you - but these are just words that doesn't cover all! It is a magnitude greatfulness and love! THANK YOU!
//Ankh
It is 11th januari, and I missed to post my thank you note to you by one day. Maybe you will read it online later, maybe not. But I will post it anyway to you. It is the effort that counts and your service has been of grand matter, maybe more then you realize. The world wouldn't be the same if it weren't for you and your dedicated service to it.
Little story of mine: I was born awake but due to dramatic changes in my life I went back to sleep when I turned 7 years, in order to survive. Since then I was like a bird with broken wings. I "knew" how to fly but couldn't do it in reality. I had all this knowledge (LOO) inside myself but considered it to be fantasies. I even wrote a book of 200 pages (a novel) about it, but thought it to be high hopes and sweet dreams. The greatiest challenge was in how to apply this theory in practice. At age of 33 (Jesus age :p) I found the Ra material. When I realized it all, that all these dreams, and all these thoughts and hopes inside myself, were not dreams and fantasies, I broked down for 2-3 weeks. I cried, I cried, I cried and cried... I still do sometimes... It was tears of joy and gratitude. It was tears of relief and liberation. I finaly found my way back home. I was not crazy and I was not dreaming and fantasizing... I still remember that feeling inside myself - when I found out that these fantasies and dreams were real... So anyway, you gave me tools, you gave me confirmation, you gave me hope, you gave me light and you brought love back into my life! I love you! I say it once again - thank you - but these are just words that doesn't cover all! It is a magnitude greatfulness and love! THANK YOU!
//Ankh