03-10-2019, 11:11 AM
(03-10-2019, 08:16 AM)kristina Wrote:(01-24-2019, 01:06 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: It was pretty good.
The only thing I don't agree with is giving my will over to Creator or to God or anyone.
Because when I had my schizophrenic episode, I heard God's voice tell me to kill my dog.
It actually said "Would you kill your dog to save the Universe?"
And then it told me "Don't hesitate."
That was after I had given my will over to him.
How are we supposed to know if a thought comes from Creator, or if it's our own, or if it's a negative being?
Because negative beings can deceive you through your thoughts.
Do you think The Creator would ask you to deliberately injure an innocent animal for no justifiable cause? There is no saving the universe, it is perfection as it is. The killing would not be an act of balancing. Your mental illness is a distortion and with all things placed aside, can be treated by a physician which in your words seems to bring things into a state of somewhat balance. Then would you say that you feel better upon taking the medication or worse? Are you able to make more rational decisions with or without the medication? Have you ever thought to see a reiki master while also being treated by a physician?
The Creator is love and would not instruct you to harm another to bring balance into a so-called imbalanced situation. The universe is as it should be now and always forever more.
I think now it was a negative being that told me that. I find myself having to continually send them love so that I don't get angry and feed them.
But I don't want to think that I'm sending love just to hurt them or get them back.
I don't know.