Episode #81

[jacko01]

It was pretty good.
The only thing I don't agree with is giving my will over to Creator or to God or anyone.
Because when I had my schizophrenic episode, I heard God's voice tell me to kill my dog.
It actually said "Would you kill your dog to save the Universe?"
And then it told me "Don't hesitate."
That was after I had given my will over to him.

How are we supposed to know if a thought comes from Creator, or if it's our own, or if it's a negative being?
Because negative beings can deceive you through your thoughts.

Hey IGW,
I think this third density experience will always be full with confusion, so you will never be 100% sure about anything. Specially about things like God or the Creator.
I think your intent and discernment are both key on this. You can ask to yourself questions like "does this resonate with me?" "Am I serving to others if I do this?"

In a related matter, I think I can relate to some psychic greetings like these. I am not schizophrenic but have had my share of panic attacks, some esoteric in nature.
What worked for me was to firmly dismiss the welcoming entity with an internal affirmation like, "I demand you to leave my thoughts if you do not come in the name of God/Jesus/Buddha/whateverworks for you". Focus then on your breathing and surrender to the protection of your master of choice.

Hope this helps.