2018_1103 - Preincarnative Choices

[Minyatur]

To my perception, as faulty as it may be, it seems as if these particular philosophies are emanating from sources in 4D.  Whereas sources from 5D or 6D tend to promote philosophies of a different variety.

Well 4D is somewhat of a wisdom-lacking principle. But it has its place in things, making wisdom somewhat irrelevant in the heart of itself.

But if one explores free will to the point where the exercising of such almost invariably leads to horrific unintended consequences... then what?  What comes next?

Well the law of free will dictates that you will know yourself. There is no actual concept of loss in where the truth of yourself is rooted.

You are that which has nothing to lose, because you are all there is.

This density is centered upon self-realization.

Well again, if this is the case, then this particular exploration does not appear to be achieving the stated objective.

That's the purpose of this density. The veil is there to make the process of this density less straightforward of a monotone path.

The way that I resonate to view my 3D incarnation is a form of shamanic journey, any outcome serves this purpose.

The material states that the purpose of veiled 3D experience is to offer more quality and variety of experiences to the Creator in the experience of Itself.

... and for the specific purpose of "speeding up" the evolution of souls, according to the intent of the Solar Logos.

The Creator (the Galactic Logos) has an infinity of infinities to choose from.  Ultimately, one might presume that, to such a being, it is clearly seen that suffering is merely suffering.   Dressing it up in different costumes, and torturing itself unnecessarily is certainly... and shall forever remain to be... a choice.  But that doesn't make it a wise, or a fruitful choice.

But it is a choice.  Not a requirement.

I'd say it is wise from the standpoint from which the choice is made. The Logos seeks to answer a need.

The "speeding" up to me is nothing like a necessity and more like a desire. The experience here is vivid and even a nightmare can be seen as a thrill once you're really above it. I think the perspective of the Logos is that It knows that those who have moved through It won't regret having been here, they're exactly where they want to be to become what they want to become.

Things are not there so you prove yourself, but instead so you satisfy yourself. To understand this though, you need to understand where you come from and where you're going, just as why and how this is so.

What I am saying is that continuing to suffer in certain ways, while continually watching others suffer in even greater ways, is not satisfying to me.  And if it is satisfying to my soul, then I am concerned for its well-being and must make an appeal to some higher authority in the matter.

I am well-prepared to continue to learn how to love, how to forgive, and how to be more empathic and compassionate without all the accoutrements of chronic physical pain, or neverending emotional dramas in my relationships.  As I have stated before, the fruit of this experience has been fear, sadness, and anger, and fodder for beings that I no longer care to support.  The so-called "plan" has not worked out as intended.  

So now I would like to choose a different one.  

I am fairly aware of who I am and why I came to be here.  Some may have thought me foolhardy, and others thought me brave, but I came anyway.  And I've seen all our plans dashed upon the rocks again and again, only to be told to pick up the pieces and carry on... that we were almost there!  If we would just carry this burden of suffering for just a while longer, then all will truly be well.

It's always right around the corner, isn't it?  Kind of like Christmas these days. ;-)

Tbh, I also feel like being done with pain and I think that's somewhat a thing with wanderers, they need to distill their own focus toward it. Because like you said, in this Universe there'll always be of everything. But then I move to a part of me that doesn't really like the idea of cotton candy everlasting peacefulness, there's a form of dullness to it that is nonsensical.

Ask your soul if that all is well is an understatement.

From the soul's perspective, I am not so sure.  Some part of it appears to be so transfixed to engaging in a kind of "4D battle" that it would appear deaf to my calls for relief from the situation.  Another part of it seems to be waiting... perhaps for me to choose to quit playing along with this whole unnecessary suffering thing.

Sure, from the grandest perspective, all is well when you have an infinity of infinities to choose from.  But that's not the game that's being played here.  We keep being told that we have free will, and that we have chosen to suffer.  But we do not get to reap the emotional bounty from our suffering- that is left to sustain others whom we have been made to serve.  

It's kind of like burning coal, but with emotional energy.  Yes, perhaps we are doing this willingly, but also perhaps quite unwittingly.

And so sure... maybe we agreed to this on one level of the game.  But how can we ever get to another level, if we keep agreeing to it?

I think you made the game and its levels, so you move from one level to another when you realize the limits of your need of a level and see beyond it.