Is it hard to make harvest?

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74.11 ▶ Questioner: Now, what I am trying to get at is how these disciplines affect the energy centers and the power, shall I say, of the white magician. Could you, will you tell me how that works?

Ra: I am Ra. The heart of the discipline of the personality is threefold. One, know yourself. Two, accept yourself. Three, become the Creator.

The third step is that step which, when accomplished, renders one the most humble servant of all, transparent in personality and completely able to know and accept other-selves. In relation to the pursuit of the magical working the continuing discipline of the personality involves the adept in knowing itself, accepting itself, and thus clearing the path towards the great indigo gateway to the Creator. To become the Creator is to become all that there is. There is then no personality in the sense with which the adept begins its learn/teaching. As the consciousness of the indigo ray becomes more crystalline, more work may be done; more may be expressed from intelligent infinity.

I think it's hard to polarize because you want to harvest. Polarization comes from the core of your being - the discovery of who you are underneath all that distortion - that's why I referenced the above quote. So self-discovery of the true deep self/nature of reality, healing of distortion, this is what naturally becomes polarization, which naturally ends up being harvested.

Focusing on the harvest is like focusing on the grade you get in a class, instead of truly falling in love with the subject being taught - and the subject matter here is the Creator. Both can work, but the latter method more fully lends itself to deeper study and flow, while the former one is a more distanced approach to learning.