12-21-2018, 09:43 AM
(12-20-2018, 12:45 PM)armandokaz Wrote: Greetings,
I would like to offer you some clarity in response to your attempt to understand the source of your toothache. From your initial statements it goes to show that you understand of the possible physical origins of your toothache however I'd like to emphasis that you also have a basis of understanding towards the metaphysical as well and you hinted towards this when you mentioned an individual acting as a catalyst. The importance of me mentioning this to you is to further reinforce to you that the answer that you seek has been one which you have the means towards and you've shown early factors of that in your reasoning. However there is a mistake in where you viewed another individual as the catalyst and explained to yourself how you "do not want to curse other people because you do not want to effect that person unintentionally." It is very important that you understand that YOU were the catalyst. For when we experience, we experience this life as the creator and the creation. You must remember that when you curse, you effect yourself but that effect is not consequence of the curse(physical) in itself but is consequence of your intentions and your output of energy into yourself. It is important to remember so you do not wallow in shame and guilt and misery shortly after the fact. This is a continuation of negativity pouring into self from self. Upon a situation of intense anger it is important that you practice reflection, visualization. Try to look at yourself and all you are feeling. Ask yourself what it is you want from this experience. What it is you need to do in order to grow from this anger for this anger is a part of you. It is important that you understand the purpose. I understand that this will not be an adequate answer to your curiosity towards the metaphysical meaning of your pain, but in simplicity we can see that it is a catalyst to grow. But only YOU can find that meaning through experiencing yourself. Knowing yourself. Be patient with yourself, for you are a toddler, just learning to walk. A spirit so young, so lovely, so strong, and yet so vulnerable.
This was a great response and I really appreciate it thank you!!