(12-08-2018, 04:39 PM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: I agree Agua, it is hard to seek spiritually.
I think I'm doing good enough to make harvest,
but I'm not sure if I'll become enlightened in this lifetime.
I had to go back to my full meds after I tried reducing,
because I became afraid of little things.
I'm not very spiritual, but I do meditate.
At least I don't have tons of stress.
Sweetie you are spiritual. Do not talk down to yourself. First all you are is spiritual under the guise of flesh, second you live and breath this stuff, your mind and heart is always focused on this. Just because your path may look different than a guru in a warm climate who can sit in mediation all day does not mean you are not spiritual. You have catalyst a man in an ashram wouldn't have and you are handling it very well. You have a warm loving heart and want to grow/evolve. Give yourself some credit. 3D is a tricky gig.
You didn't pick an easy incarnation and you are doing it beautifully your heart is easy to see in all your posts.
Can't say I have witnessed much more loving spirits. Your intentions are pure.

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