11-16-2018, 09:56 AM
(This post was last modified: 11-16-2018, 03:45 PM by Jim Kent +.)
Greetings all,
I'm happy to report that I'm in a better place than I've been for a long while.
I set out to do something a long time ago, and now having done it, I'm enjoying the catharsis and satisfaction, and the present and future are looking a lot brighter.
I' also enjoying the irony that having taken one fundamental step closer to that seemingly impossible result of being removed whilst on stage, the being on stage bit is appealing, whilst the escaping / removal outcome has become far less important and pressing!
I'm also starting to believe that this whole scenario, was just a blag I told told myself to get me to this point, and if this turns out to be the case, then I'm very happy to have arrived at a place when I no longer really care!
Having said all of that, I'm not stating that I believe that this impossible, just that now, its decreasing perceived probability no longer matters to me.
L & L
Jim
I'm happy to report that I'm in a better place than I've been for a long while.
I set out to do something a long time ago, and now having done it, I'm enjoying the catharsis and satisfaction, and the present and future are looking a lot brighter.
I' also enjoying the irony that having taken one fundamental step closer to that seemingly impossible result of being removed whilst on stage, the being on stage bit is appealing, whilst the escaping / removal outcome has become far less important and pressing!
I'm also starting to believe that this whole scenario, was just a blag I told told myself to get me to this point, and if this turns out to be the case, then I'm very happy to have arrived at a place when I no longer really care!
Having said all of that, I'm not stating that I believe that this impossible, just that now, its decreasing perceived probability no longer matters to me.
L & L
Jim