12-21-2010, 09:32 AM
I had a dream this early am just before all 3 kids woke me up in succession. Mom, Mom, Mom , Mama, Mama, Mama, was the chorus.... but I digress.
In the dream, I was there as an adult and also as a child simultaneously. My father and his mother (my pateral grandmother) were also there. We were in my grandmother's house. It felt as if I was really "there" even though in this timeline the house was sold when I was 9... nearly 35 years ago when my grandmother passed away.
So, we are all in this house. I adored my grandmother and my dad abhored his mother. So here we are all in this house and my grandmother returns from being at the store and finds all her furniture has been cut down in size. The legs on the furniture are noticably shorter. I being present in the house and interacting as a child but watching the dream as an adult.... had observed the curious occurence of my father cutting the legs down on all the furniture by 3 or 4 inches. All of it. He was very busy cutting and sawing. My child self asked him to stop! And he sneered at me and called me names and acted like his typical "charming" boorish self. I started to cry. And he slapped me telling me "I'll give you something to cry about."
So, when my grandmother returns she sees all her furniture is shorter... and says: "What has happened. My furniture is too short!" And that is when I say to her, "MomMom, daddy sawed off all the legs... see the sawdust and the furniture pieces." She ignored me and spoke again to my father. No one was listening to me when I tried again to speak. My grandmother just kept asking the same questions again and again.
Then, the dream shifted. I was in dark, dark place with this little boy who was sobbing. I tried to comfort him put he could not percieve me and became even more afraid. So I pulled back and watched him. Sending him as much Love as I could without terrorizing him with the energy shift. Then, the door at the top of the stairs opens and this woman who looks like my paternal grandmother comes down and slaps the litttle boy and hauls him up the stairs by the back of his shirt.
The door closes and the area I am in becomes lighter and brighter. The words KARMA spell themselves out in the air in Golden White Light--- very translucently.... and I say: I choose to Love and Forgive. Then, before I could finish the children all woke me up.... I hugged my children and they cuddled with me telling me I am the very bestest mom....
fairyfarmgirl
In the dream, I was there as an adult and also as a child simultaneously. My father and his mother (my pateral grandmother) were also there. We were in my grandmother's house. It felt as if I was really "there" even though in this timeline the house was sold when I was 9... nearly 35 years ago when my grandmother passed away.
So, we are all in this house. I adored my grandmother and my dad abhored his mother. So here we are all in this house and my grandmother returns from being at the store and finds all her furniture has been cut down in size. The legs on the furniture are noticably shorter. I being present in the house and interacting as a child but watching the dream as an adult.... had observed the curious occurence of my father cutting the legs down on all the furniture by 3 or 4 inches. All of it. He was very busy cutting and sawing. My child self asked him to stop! And he sneered at me and called me names and acted like his typical "charming" boorish self. I started to cry. And he slapped me telling me "I'll give you something to cry about."
So, when my grandmother returns she sees all her furniture is shorter... and says: "What has happened. My furniture is too short!" And that is when I say to her, "MomMom, daddy sawed off all the legs... see the sawdust and the furniture pieces." She ignored me and spoke again to my father. No one was listening to me when I tried again to speak. My grandmother just kept asking the same questions again and again.
Then, the dream shifted. I was in dark, dark place with this little boy who was sobbing. I tried to comfort him put he could not percieve me and became even more afraid. So I pulled back and watched him. Sending him as much Love as I could without terrorizing him with the energy shift. Then, the door at the top of the stairs opens and this woman who looks like my paternal grandmother comes down and slaps the litttle boy and hauls him up the stairs by the back of his shirt.
The door closes and the area I am in becomes lighter and brighter. The words KARMA spell themselves out in the air in Golden White Light--- very translucently.... and I say: I choose to Love and Forgive. Then, before I could finish the children all woke me up.... I hugged my children and they cuddled with me telling me I am the very bestest mom....
fairyfarmgirl