Rant at 5:22 AM

[Memorandem]

This is just food for thought. You say that the Self cannot die, but how have you come to that conclusion? Has it been because you went through that lesson or simply because you followed through the chain of logic and came to a logical conclusion?

I experienced it. One of my little selfs died, or rather it was killed for me in a relational accident. For a while I was confused/relieved, then another self developed. This one is definitely better, but I miss the selfless time in between.

In this realm of words, of which a forum consists, the only way to communicate is through resonance. Your words on thinking through until one reaches Embodiment are resonating with my search for Truth and Acceptance. I think we are talking about the same experience.

When I was a little boy, my brain was "thinking" so much I couldn't sleep. So I started looking for the off-switch. Years later I realized I had somehow found it.
As you said, the brain has lots of levers, I suppose they are hidden to avoid misuse.

I wish everyone lots of clear thoughts
biknewb

Thank you, I can tell you understand. You say "my brain was thinking". This implies to me that your analytical mind was going on its own and making conclusion without you. I used to have this problem and still do from time to time. What I did was I basically said "I am the one who will do the thinking". With that thought, I forced my mind to quiet. It takes lots of effort at first, but you analytical mind eventually learns to stay in step with the rest of you. After this, try to relax and set your mind at ease. Hold the firm grip, but allow yourself to relax. This teaches you how to stay in this state normally. It takes practice, but it can be done. Still, I feel there are times when it is appropriate to let it loose. Anyways, this method of enforcing your own free will upon yourself, and forcing yourself to operate as a whole, I have found very helpful in getting myself coordinated.

If we should play with words, my friend, I intend peace for you should you wish to receive it.
It is impossible to live in this world without infringement on the free will, in any case.
The paradox of freedom is active: "To exist is an infringement on freedom will as one has to exist to acquire it [as it denies the possibility of non-existence and the aquiring of freedom there]."
Also if two entities existing simultanously has free will/freedom then they are free to take away eachothers free will/freedom thus there is no free will/freedom although it exists.

This is all intellectually fascinating, your words also, but at the end of the day I actively intend love to all my other-selves. Non-interference is a part of the gifts of the higher self, but one is free to ignore that naturally..

I see. There ARE distortions in what I said. I wasn't quite in my right mind when I posted, I was hurrying to shove my thoughts through my frontal lobe and onto the keyboard. Some of the better reasoning centers of my mind were shut off as well. Anyways, I wish good to anyone who seriously looks at it, but as always, taking anything for granted is a bad idea.

- Memorandem