12-21-2010, 12:12 AM
I had an interesting dream last night. I was walking this woman I know from work, who I am very fond of, to her bus stop. She lives in a part of the city quite far from my own, but this time I got on the bus with her, sort of absent-mindedly. Then after a little bit of driving I had a sudden realization that I was going the wrong way and, even though I wanted to be with her, I said "wait, if I go with you I won't be able to get home. I will get off just up ahead a bit". The bus went up a hill for a few more minutes to a crossroads and stopped. I gave her a kiss on the cheek and said "see you tomorrow" and got off the bus. I walked back the way we came, through a rather pleasant farm-land and forest countryside, knowing that it would take me a while to get back home, since I had traveled on my friends bus for some ways. Then I woke up.
It occurred to me later that one possible interpretation is that if I entered into some sort of relationship with her I would not be able to return to my rightful "home". My action on the bus might indicate a decision made by my higher self that I should/would sometime soon get off the bus and return home (5D or 6D?). She would go to her own home (4D? as she is a truly loving and religious person), and we would meet again sometime in the future.
The landscape I was walking through on my way back is one that I have come to recognize in many of my dreams, and has the feel of, a real, magical, place of a higher order than Earth. On the surface it is very similar to Earth's landscape but warmer, brighter, and with greater relief (variations in the scenery - lakes, mountains). I often find myself in buildings that seem like universities but more modern in some way. Once I dreamt of coming out of a large building with a canopy like a giant mushroom onto a wide boulevard filled with beautiful people. These all seem like real places to me, unlike most dreams which have places which morph and waver from instant to instant.
It occurred to me later that one possible interpretation is that if I entered into some sort of relationship with her I would not be able to return to my rightful "home". My action on the bus might indicate a decision made by my higher self that I should/would sometime soon get off the bus and return home (5D or 6D?). She would go to her own home (4D? as she is a truly loving and religious person), and we would meet again sometime in the future.
The landscape I was walking through on my way back is one that I have come to recognize in many of my dreams, and has the feel of, a real, magical, place of a higher order than Earth. On the surface it is very similar to Earth's landscape but warmer, brighter, and with greater relief (variations in the scenery - lakes, mountains). I often find myself in buildings that seem like universities but more modern in some way. Once I dreamt of coming out of a large building with a canopy like a giant mushroom onto a wide boulevard filled with beautiful people. These all seem like real places to me, unlike most dreams which have places which morph and waver from instant to instant.