Q'uo: You Are In Forth Density

[AnthroHeart]

I wonder if when you do it, if you know you're walking the steps of light. Or if it will just seem like something like in a dream,
that only after you're done you'll realize you just walked the steps. I don't know if you do it unconsciously.

Prolly a little of a and a little of b perhaps, varying from individual to individual.

Just a guess anyway. I may be waayyy off...

No you’re right, I think! I’ve heard accounts of NDEs where people have walked something akin to the steps of light (it was a near death experience, not an actual death, so maybe he was only getting a taste). In Howard Storm’s NDE he was walking with his angelic guides towards a great spiritual center (the central spiritual sun, the logos) and I don’t think he was aware of what was going on; he suddenly stopped and said he couldn’t go forward anymore and the angels stopped and comforted him. He felt unworthy, he felt wretched in the face of the Glory of God. I think this is just a natural reaction for some. Howard was living a not-so-kindly life before he had the NDE. To see, to know God’s Infinite love for you next to your acts of meanness to innocent people must really stab at the heart...

Remember what Ra said about planning the incarnation: that the more conscious we become in our spiritual development, the more we partake of the planning of the incarnation with our higher self. I think that’s the principle here. Howard Storm knew nothing about spiritual reality, metaphysics, God. He was a confirmed atheist, he absolutely knew there was no God.

I think that's my issue is that when I've felt unconditional love I've always cried and felt unworthy of it, and then I shut it out. I don't want that to happen when I walk the steps.

But I think whatever is right for me will be right for me. I want my future after that to be comfortable. Not at a level that is higher than what I'm comfortable at. So I don't want to go too far.

I can only hope I am worthy of 4D at least. I can be quite a rude person.

I know I would be comfortable where it is fairly warm and the love is palpable.