Regarding the nature of light.

[EvolvingPhoenix]

The most positive thing you can do is become two where you are now one. I've known that for 4 years. If I had one friend in the physical, I would have escaped all this density. When there are two, health becomes a party instead of a hell.

For you your parents will likely create a positive environment for you. For me, it will probably take another year or two.

One day Gentle, we can meet in the physical and you will be two.

I don't know when, I don't know how. But please, everyone, pray for Gentle and I that we may meet and he can learn how it feels to to have a friend in the physical.

Its so ironic to hear you say the words "For you, your parents will likely create a positive environment for you"

All these years, they've been doing exactly the opposite of that. They fed me so much toxicity, it made ME toxic! And I went through so much pain being forced to face that toxicity. And when I FINALLY managed to heal it, it was like a big cloud had been lifted from over my head. Now, they're starting to come around!

So funny, the things we hear ironically in life:

You grow up small and physically unappealing, but smart. Then you go to HS, snap, become a jerk, troll everyone pretending to be crazy and stupid and start doing pushups every day and practicing martial arts and you hear students say "I respect his strength. Like, he's strong, but he's stupid" LOL that made me laugh inside cause I knew I wasn't stupid.

And you get used to being physically unappealing to people and somewhere down the line people start calling you attractive and it's just funny.

The things people sometimes say that make you laugh. I'm waiting for the day I get to hear "We all knew he would make it" XD That one will REALLY make me laugh HAHAHA

It's coming, you just wait XD Along with probably a bunch of other ironic things that will bring a smile to hear people say

But anyway, please everyone, give GentleReckoning your thoughts and prayers. Let us pray for him that he may leave Mankato and be amongst friends in the physical. Until then Gentle, You always have friends in this forum.