The most negative entity

[GentleReckoning]

Not at all. You'll be able to balance most of your karma just from learning the guitar it appears. And as far as projections, I feel like every healing individual that walks the steps of light then informs all of the higher planes of the love/light being created. Congratulations.

"Is that a part of what Rasputin meant by his "salvation through sin" ideology?"

Essentially. That desire is that which forms the soul in a way, and that achieving desire is then balanced with the work of self-forgiveness.