are you a 1 Time Wanderer, or have you been here before?

[Terraformer]

My mate and I came here about the middle of this last cycle.  We came right after Ra's last attempt to correct the distortion in Egypt.  I became a scribe in Egypt, but I can't remember yet where my mate was assign.  I was mummified alive for writing the words of Ra that weren't given to me by the priest, and my hands were cut off.  It was a traumatic death that took me thousands of years to heal from before I incarnated in the middle ages.  From the middle ages on I was not awake.  Feat kept me from waking up as I still had some, not all, but some veiled (unconsciuos) memory of what happened in Egypt.  I was afraid to wake up, for my consciousness to 'be 'picked up by radar'.  In all the incarnations that followed, which weren't many, I always died before I got old.  I had to go back several times for healing before I could incarnate.  I previously came from a very peaceful, tranquil life in 4th density before I got here.  You all have it hard!!!!   Until this incarnation I was a marshmallow.  This incarnation has given me the catalysts needed to toughen me up.   I am old now, and I am awake, and don't care.  I'm not afraid any more.  I came here to help during this last cycle and that is what I now have the privilege of doing.  After this though, after harvest, and after you all get more used to your new density....I'm going home.  Love and Light.  Terraformer