04-29-2018, 09:37 PM
(04-29-2018, 02:24 PM)unity100 Wrote: Metal generally tends to have a lot of pent up angst and rage. And in numerous cases (especially some bands) tend to make songs about rage and destruction, 'spectacular' end of the world scenarios (ragnarok etc), or songs that praise and elevate hierarchical schemes of dominance (kings, emperors, lords, warriors). These concepts are negative in their core.
At least this was from the time i listened to metal.
Yeah, I know. This is hat has me worried. This and the fact that it's a pretty aggressive and/or dark and/or angry sounding style usually.
Still, it seems I haven't too much to worry about I guess. If I love it I love it. Even if the obsessions with being pissed off and dominant no longer resonates with me.
I guess that's another reason why I've come around so much to Babymetal LOL. It's all the heaviness and badass music I love without the negative polarization I've just gotten so sick of in my life.
They are now one of my all time favourite bands XD I used to think they were just a dumb novelty act. Now I love them!
Still like listening to metal though. It's just wierd because I no longer connect with the negativity. I dunno. I might get less into most of it once I start listening again. Lately, it's all mostly been just binaural beats and s***. Not much music lately...
I wanna learn guitar too. Wonder what effect my recent changes in life will have on that.
God, I've changed so much in such a short amount of time, lifestyle and attitude-wise, since picking up this Law of One stuff:
Cutting down on marijuana and REALLY cutting down on alcohol, decided to give up porn, masturbating with WAYY less frequency, less interested in getting laid in general, becoming vegetarian and if not that, close (I'm really not into meat now that I'm thinking about my polarization and the effect meat has on me) not into videogames, TV or movies anymore, etc. etc.
It's GOOD for me, but man, so much at once...