03-12-2018, 07:34 PM
(02-17-2016, 09:50 AM)IndigoGeminiWolf Wrote: Thank you. I often thought my higher self was special. When you said that nobody provides catalysts like I do, it made me think that I rub some people the wrong way, as catalyst is often uncomfortable. It's hard to act my age. I just don't have the life experience that others do.
To go back on this. I kinda share a similar perspective to Night Owl in regard to you and this forum, so I want to point out that being a good catalyst does not mean rubbing off people the wrong way and instead allowing growth and transformation. For some it'll come as rubbing them off the wrong way, because that is their need, yet others it'll just be offering something outside their programming and what they think they know of their reality to enable them to think beyond their mindful limits, to realize both them and all things are more than the mindful constructs they absorbed from society. All things are acceptable in their own place and time, being rubbed off the wrong way shows your blockages and issues.
There's nothing you can do about rubbing people off the wrong way, however you are holds this same potential and it is impossible to be in a configuration that is pleasant to all because that would deny others' individuality. So, if you do rub people the wrong way, you have to acknowledge that an aspect of it is on their end and so long you come to find acceptance of both them and yourself, then they clearly are the ones who need growth and face their own self a bit.
Despite your strong confusion, in the sincerity of your feelings you may have been one of the most, if not the most, poignant example of the heart of 4D on this forum. I could see some disagree with this subjective statement of mine, yet I think if we looked at the rooted feelings that would reject this notion in them, we'd see exactly what prevents them to be that in a manner, I think, that would make more apparent why you have been exactly it.